Punch Drunk Love i prefer to call it love without sobriety you know how it is,i see a balloon i fall in love with it,bring it home and let it deflate through time :D (im an idiot,imunsensitive,yet selfishly sensitive for my own conviction.) update: this is how my hair kinda looks like,i can sweep hair to my face anymore :D (yes,its a good thing) but it looks a bit weird,and i think it'll be -..- when it grows longer,cause it'll look like my old hair,so quick see me haha.but heck,so long as i dont have to comb my hair im happy.my hair is growing so fastttt >:{
this is how ppl get skin cancer,fast.but she must have a dozen fonts in her hand,looks nice :D
realise i haven't been blogging sanely.everything i blog doesn't make sense to anyone but me-at least most of the time.so this marks a new DAWN to sane blogging for the sake of readers,if i have any,and good fluent English :D happy Halloween!
due to my short notice return,a lot of ppl still think im in hkg. oh no.hopefully im going out later.
for creepy seekers go play the virtual haunted hotel. www.hotel626.com try to skip as little rounds.i only skipped the "sing me a lullaby" because its pointless,its not like they can really hear. opens only at 6 pm to 6 am-626? get it?
spoilers: i warn you its not for the faint hearted.i ran out to the living room on the third round with the ghost suddenly fking screaming in my face.tamade.ofcourse i wasn't screaming,just felt like my heart was bursting.then after i composed myself i went back in,the rest were not very scary.just that round in the dark room "she lived in darkness show her light" with your camera flash.the image is damn freaky,she was back facing me,crawling on the damn wall in her maid uniform,she must've work at the hotel.the trick is that don't click first,theres still very little light,when you see something floating by click,but dont be surprised,you need to click 3 times with "her" in the picture,listen for her breathing MUHAHAHA.the mad mans room the codes: 538... haha i forgot.anyway,after you get out.it doesnt end there doritos are damn sick in the mind,they'll send you an email,invite you back in because "you've checked out early and let spirits wonder".plus even when you do get out,the lady from the dark room will be sitting at your back seat.oh noooo.
anyway,because i know i cant hold on to begotten time,i've made sure im not going to miss out on any moments nxt year.im first,going to look for a job.then,work for enough money.finally,i buy a camera,and its a happy story.this time im serious,because i know that i always said i buy this or that camera,but i never bothered,now that i have very little money left,i have to work back for my $$, and then SERIOUSLY buy that damn camera,hopefully by sintex convention.
secretly senti-"mental", bye
k:hahakr fests not even over. shit why am i back so early,now i'll be dead jealous. olivia: ahah you dint tell me it was your birthday last yr! i just bought it because you made a very nice chocolate banana,that you gave to me while i was in this over sized bigggggghoodie,in the middle of the night! okay i'll find something :D
YAY im back :D noticed? uhm family dinners were hell rough,mcb, dont ask me to go for family reunions anymore,shit bird/balls.it was damn depressing i wanted to just turn up at the table wearing a pam anderson suit,with the fake boobies and all.its weird how ppl say " family will always love unconditionally",not always true.and i esp hated how the fk F introduced me for the next 3 days,bring on the fury " nabehcheebyetamadejianhuo",other then that he was okay,gave me $$,and we made new record or wordcount per year.CELEBRATION TIME C'MON!after the first two dinners with family the rest were alright.everytime i go back,its like some rockstars comeback,its freaking stressful,but i guess its depressing for ppl who watched me grow up see me like this HAHAHA.
but at the same time i didnt want to comeback because the foods too damn good,i could eat a cow SERIOUS (exp: slice of L size pizza,bake macronni,grarlic bun,salad,egg tart,mago pudding and soda) ,and one particular person made my trip awesomezzzxzx :D she'll be the featured person of the week : miss chan wai keng.* applaude*.
oh and i cut my hair,bought 2 pairs of shoes,lots of clothes,2 pair of jeans,a watch.and im broke, nweeeeeed job.
but i wanted to come back for 2 reasons, outing and ...... ( SHH :B)
okay im tired, reminder: do onl shit quiz.swear i dont want this year to end.
vann: haha wth! who else can i look for to drink milktea and mos-lunch. olivia: haha okay i go dig my bag of goodies! K: pls! i was 2nd in the some terms ago. hahah i really high till siao,so ridiculous.ofcourse yb loves me ! :D AWW ann: its the guide to sex drugs and violence haha i read last year, read until cannot close book until finish :D stef: haha you brought lappy?
QI LAI QI LAI QI LAI QI LAI! i met a rockstar! YAY everyone seems to be happier now :D im flying off in a matter of hoursssss :D YAY brightlights :D
sent pweni and shitafu off,along with vannana and zying, after guits,apparently there were more of the "senders". so merry :D BONVOYAGE. t3 was damn bleeding cold,or maybe it was the milos fault,anyway i felt like all my remaining existing balls were frozen off.
also,on the BRIGHTER side of the previous post,hours ago,about results and all. i actually did alright,im not rubbing it in okayyyy.infact im FORTH- wtf right,orhchey and i were laughing,because class position must have been made to create some vicious cycle.neyway,i just want to say that i'll tamade miss vanna :89 her smell sho nicezxzx,english class will never smell the same,but either ways we'll all love you no less."luan qian yi ge",nothing changes :D okay so ignore that few sentance.
PEACE YA'LL,because britney said so. and for ppl staying in sg during this few weeks, have fun at KR FESTIVAL :D and good luck for O" OH OH OH OH OH whyd you have yo go-oh away from mah-ah."
they'll tell you nothings, bye
olivia: youre like my consistant reader,i should give you a prize or something :B pweenie: tamade.haha BONVOYAGEEE
Shitbirds Reign aim of pictures: look as fking ugly as possible im a little lazy to upload more of the "ugly" photo series,since our dear blogger only allows 5 at a time.
i feel like im being withdrawing:
depression was in the air after sch today.report books,promotion,demotion,retain-it was downright fky,its just that im not very expressive and creative with that feeling,and i wasnt submerged in that whole thing.so i shall hope for the best for these ppl :D(im dead serious)
but whatever it is,just "move along" :B i'll be going off to HKG tmw morning :D hope my moods are up,because this time we're going as a "family".i cant give my usual " happy face" :| ,because it appears to be indifferent(but yknw how tiring it is for me to lift my cheeks and smile,its very) so hopefully im feeling bright so i have energy to at least smirk so that F wont get pissed and !#%$!%$ at me,later i throw him out the plane. and hopefully M's not pmsing otherwise i'll throw her off the plane as well.my parents are worse than the damn weather,so shitting unpredictable.
still,i should try to have faith in my O fighting yr :N sending stef and pwen off after guits.
i had a great sch year.thank you all.have a nice day/year ahead
so dont let your past destroy what comes tomorrow, bye
olivia: glad you made it worhzxzx :D rich: haha but the end of your o lvl would mean the dawn of my "war" OH NEWWW >:{ mii wei: will do.
We change,We wait behind every complicated heart is a soothing song of reasons so personally subjective
i find this freaking disturbing,did he get cheek transplants from a baboon? its mother HUGE AND RED.i cant bring myself to say cute,so damn weirdly fake.only the last part seems norm
i still feel like the nice piece of lamb chops somersaulting in my mouth ^^ im feeling uninspired to blog maybe because my brains already preoccupied.i like the new killers songggg.
watched the presidential debate the other night,okay i know it has nothing to do with me,but i just wanted to see how douchey it could get.seriously mccaine is selling the typical redneck bullshit,putting on a family man image,talking about soldiers and some joe the plumber bullshit.dude,stop selling the "god bless america and no place else" bullshit,he couldnt even come up with good debates,he kept side trackign to joe the plumber,the way he talks just screams" yes im white" to me.dude its obama for me.
okay so last week of schhh :D CHAMPION,too bad there wasnt an interclass to cap this whole year off.im loving the slackiness and taidee sessions,makes me feel a like little gangster.i still feel a little "shock tio" that i walked from hougang central to somewhere near yu ying then bused to sch in less than half an hour,its almost a medal deserving achievement :D g'dnight!
wish I could voluntarily cough my heart out doing forever young hand signs with thumbtack fingers 3b1 2008 (posted 15 oct) story of dell and jasmin, bye
van:haha okayyyy CREDIT GOES TO YOU,i spent 30mins thinking then i picked this one! yirou: YEASSHH so cute,i feel like printing a poster out of it :B olivia: good luck to you,later you get sent for councilling :P K:haha i wont even be in SG,at least you you'll be breathing the same air xD petty: haha how do i know if youre not some weird ah peh!! my mama told me not to talk to strangers!
Tomorrow I'll be better "in memory of my sobriety" heres your ans marceyyyyy,this was the best ans i found:"Because of that person, is your heart unbearably happy? Because of that person, does your heart hurt and limp? Because of that person, do you feel so alone? Then it has already started."
this terms results are mother sucky,its dragging my previous terms results DOWNNNNNN.this could jeopardise my chances of unlimited $$ at hkg. OH NUIII.okay so shit hat hope the overall looks pretty so i can pitch to my parents and have a fighting chance :D only hear the good stuff right!okay i plan to make moues in this week :D WHOOO i saw it on nigella express and i was jumping with excitement,so much fattening ingredients,so absolutely worth it :D need to invite lab rats over to try.
"we have the rights to be proud", bye
ahcir: X: !nac i sey olivia: haha whyyy youre supposed to work hard in sec two! funny that youre hearing that from me. eunice: haha paper plane?! wth they'll crash in the end,you can just stone and look up the sky then wait for something to hit your head! K : haha so oh nooo,i think i wont be in sg.and tixs have to be won, see
today was totally laxed.spent the whole day checking papers,but i couldnt be bothered to go "beg" for marks for all the subs cept for geog.killer mann,didnt expect to fail A and E math,shitface,carelessness killed the cat :B E math was the worst,if i failed at 44,at least i failed with a nice comfortable breathing space and didnt feel the pinch,BUT THEYRE GOING TO ADD 5 MARKS,WTF,then it'll be 49/100 which gets me real constipated and peeved,plus the first section so WOAH,second section- loose focus,crash and burn.but still,not much hard feelings, i was alrdy laughing the moment they showed the MSG thing for the express math,we were labelled the worst badge,because we broke the record with a whole class failing math and the B classes only had finger numbered ppl hanging on,funny right!plus it was the praying mantis talking on th mic. WHOO TMR LIT SS CHINESE AND SO MUCH MOREEEE :V english briefing was sucky, ugly eurasian was slanging,damn unatural and jaring,fk,trying to pull a jacob "inspiring" accent,but she failed,dropped,roll,burn,condense,felt like throwing my greentea at her.everyone wasnt paying attention because she was wasting our time and her accent was gross.just speak naturally and stop the "c'mon 3,4!" attitude you had in chapel,its so tiring for us to watch.
i decided to take an official guitar exam :D say,AWESOME.starting from grade 5, im expected to get distinction when i dont even know how to read tougay properly,i have till march 2009.went home a happy kid and ate chunky monkey :D
on my way back,i took the 113 loop and i was thinking bout a lot of stuff.like wheres the meaning of life mann,i dont feel the contentment i feel i should get from life. sparing,outing,sch,guitar,eat,sleep, im not bored or anything,more of hectic i dont even have enough time to look up all my friends, but i dont feel 100%.im not suicidal ,but i dont see a philosophy in my life.maybe i need to draw again,gives the the contented feeling :D or maybe CE's the quickest relief for this sense of indifference :D
unoriginal dumb dumbs, bye
olivia: ohgayyy. traci: HYEE smiley no more braces! :D
susannah showed me this (note: ignore vulgarity,think humour) japs are seriously wtf mann,maybe thats why sg will always be one step behind :B click to enlarge NC16?
gee,i shall write a list on tasks to complete before hols: - STAY IN SCH - SAVE MONEY - DESIGN EARING before end of week as aunt has asked ( PLEASE GIVE SUGGESTIONS I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DESIGN e.g. pictures,webs) eiffle tower? fly? would that be hard to make.HELP mann HELP dude HELP - eat more protein(?) to make hair grow fasterrrrrr - finish photo montage - tidy table - go down to fox :D :D :D "what was number 2 again!? tamade hand will shake if i dont use money" - wear pumas more often,its crying. - picnic at emhill park! :D - DONT rob the bank - DONT draw on the wall
now....i need to go hug a tree!haha ppl go watch paris's (hilton) bff,the gay dude is seriously entertaining!
like air youre a habit i cant break, bye
olivia: WHATTTTT AYE TELLU ME ! pretty: haha who are you!? if "l" is love then i must say,love is a strong wordddd :D
http://profiles.friendster.com/19414581 this is just funny.however,if it was a prank then im so sorry i laughed my butt off at you. click for larger image. kella comes up the the weirdest stuff mann
my day didnt begin till 4 today. stayed awake till 6 plus,the sky was alrdy bright like hell,so i slept on my front, and i woke up feeling like ive got fur in my lungs.FULLSTOP
happy bday YB! jjangggg strike a violent pose KMA! advice: if you want a nice cross tann,wear the NUM shirt :D im still short of the picture with me on the mache cow
oh nooo, im staring to itch. guess theres a price to pay for a day out in the sun.watched baby mama yst night,not badddd,tina fey onces again :D so i guess i did see the channel news asia clip today at approx 11:23,thanks for that brightest.
um im completely at a loss for what to do for innovation week,all i know is that stef calls it the greenshit,so anything whatever PUUUUU,greenshits not wo de flenzxzx. i just know that i spent my day today playing need for speed carbon,my thumb hurts,whoooo hooo i owned the circuits! anddd zzio called just to tell me he got a new bike, c'mon everybody open champaigne get the party started -..- please mr.biker, dont call me when im playingggggg onl need for speed,my reputation at stake yknow! :V anywway,congrats on the $1000 over bike,cant wait to see you cry when you get a scratch xD kiddddd,dont kill me when i go yp. ohh i watched 4bia today,half funny half freaky,the deadly charm ones the most fake but the most freakyyyy "i've seen you".tamade.
lovescream, the song rocks. & i forgot the last time i look up to the sky and actually wondered why it was blue i prefer a pen and paper when it comes to words.
im tireddddd now,but i just felt like typing.im feeling burnt up and i look like a lobster once again.the day was nice,more details when i get the picutres and blog all tgt.caught house bunny, it reminded me of sydney white since there were the themes of sorority and frat houses,which realistically only happens in another side of the globe.but the fact that anna faris was there save the whole movie,her bimboness priceless mann,shes the reason why scary movie 1,2,3 and4 were good.haha she memorises names by repeating them in a creepy deep voice,COOL RIGHT :D 3/5 .innovation weeks starting,it sucks, no doubt.why cant they just give the holiday to us straight away?! why must they deminish us and waste our time,forcing us into a tiny box and making us butt head the wall that reads do the project.i would appreciate if they just hand us a slip that says "okay heres your holiday,use wisely.courtesy of PLMGSS welfare com" finito.as simple as that.
global warming is just god hugging us closer hahahahahahah.believe it.
"gavitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love" -albert einstein
im begining my qoute fetish again,makes you feel profound.the best qoutes are the ones that has just a few letters but carry a world of meanings. albert einstein ironically has my favourite qoutes, so does oscar wilde and zora neale.ok YAY TMWWW and YAY TODAY :D haha now i get to make pri sch kids squel with envy,since they had the psle marking breaks when i had to go sch to rot and stare, now its our turn to wake up at 2 and come home at 2 :D okay hopefully i dont look like fish out of water tmw. but today was awesome,sara rocks,sara rocks,sara rocks my wallet :X. hah okay.kidding.but shes the only person thats mad enough to take aimless busrides without seeing their route map or to stare at you for 3 mins then laugh.then i had beehoon claypot crab with fly,bet it sounds ultra fattening,but it is,and i dont care its too damn nice.whoohoo the waitress yepo yo.AMK so happening at night,or maybe its just the flooding light polution that looks fun.okay everybody witness: if i see bns tmw,it'll prove that i have to be prepared to loose $100 and go out with her,genuinely go out." hope i become blind so i dont see because i dont like to be forced to keep up with things i didn't promise or will promise,y'll know wht i mean.
