Searching for a numerical value my distaste for my biological sperm donor (aka;father) is googolplex (yes this is a word)
boy,what a lovely cuntfaced day
edit: "blog love not war"
i HATE it when ppl seep into your life through others comment.if you want to know a person,dont get through by listening to some whatsoever friends comments ,you might think that persons my bestest budd, so mature and well written out, but you cant be more wrong.
gee,my vocabulary turns multicoloured when im pissed.sounds to drama mama,wth.please dont let this post be an influence to you,we must all learn to have tolerence,until we reach our limits.
tues lessons are a dread,got some chinese speech class thing in the morning,die, i cant even pronounce char siew and the thought of waking up so early killzzzz me.
so indie,so cool,so awesome
bruce lee vs iron man ?! WHAT?
it doesn't pay to be the goodfellas, bye
shobi: get well soon!:T van: i got a fetish for my kicks,fetish for my shoes,fetish for my hoodie.... WHOO! richa: yeshhh ma'am! :D h:walauuu you make it sound like im bullying you mannnn :P haha that song serious old skoolzzzz
I love my house & archer crew'09 for wanting this as much as i did.
WE WON MASS CHEER. jump jump jump to the ceiling!
i sweat like nv before.
rewarded myself with food at liangcourt with vanna/pene/pzy
so im happy.kinda.... i cant feel my hands hahah
this song is the sex.
uhhhhh okay so um yes i have to do some shit quiz,the quiz looks like some 40 year old virgin online dating specifications.thanks glenda,thanks a lot.im not dwelling into the qns uh,just casually answering your qns,no reference to anybody.
do you agree that the person you like,is never the person that likes you? that depends on how many ppl you like.if you like 1000000000 theres definately one that likes you back (? unless youre really beyond hope ) if you like 1 then i dont think so. omg wtf am i saying.never is a strong word.so no.
do you agree that you would love a person more than the person loves you? . no . unless somehow the person manages to change my perception of everything small and great.
do you have a type? hahahahahahahahahahaha.shit. this question again.yes?no? i've been noted that i dont like ppl anywhere tanner than myself? million watt smile=check yes juliet.uhhhhh i think that if someone can pull of something as simple as american apparels,jeans and shirt,then great. and i walk right to broken ppl sometimes.
do you think you're superficial? ........................................................................suddenly these couple of weeks im seeing the beauty of character.or was it "excitement",anything luhhhhh.
do you need someone to make you feel important? not really
do you see the need to celebrate valentines extravagantly? ummm depends? i think any asshole in the chasing/honeymoon period will do something great.
would you treat your secret admirer poorly? wow, i was just telling someone the other day. nah, because who would want the person they like to treat them like shit,so vice versa. but i feel annoyed by the idea of it, if you want to know someone,be at the right place at the right time and say something( not the one word kind uh)
would you like the idea of being a phase? hell no.
do you think you're easy to understand? i think it has to come naturally. im a secret introvent.
finally,friends or family or lover? lover? who cares about the world when theres only one,provided that the person could tie one down.
5 people you want to pass this quiz to: penelope/brenda/vanna/dharsh/shobi.
sooo uhhhhh, i did something to calm my freaking nerves...... i somehow tried to assure myself that all my effort will reap something.I KNOW IT WILL( please god?) haha okay....sure.
oright,tomorrows the BIG DAY.what matters is the fun :D skipped guits thanks to archer errands.
ARE YOU READY ARCHER?! FIERY RED HOT AND ACTION PACKED!
i think in going bonkers :B
i have one favour to ask ppl. because i wont be bringing a camera( cause i wont be free to take care of it or what so ever) i urge you to take pictures with me HAHAHAHAHA, okay the me part,joking(half half). just take pictures of sports day,TAKE MORE! MO'PICTURES hommie!
okay first day of sch,i know i sound sian-ed but,i was actually quite happy and high due to my lack of sleep and DESPITE being partially blind.my eyes were watering and i had the weird double eyelid thing again.AND i have a bloody load of late tuition work, owe the old man 2 weeks of work,can die.i really hate tuition this year,thank my @$!^&$% that i have it once a week for 1.5 hours.
oh and i have a sudden crave of dessert bowls waffle and "fear of flying" playing while i eat.shit i want to go chomps now.but i just went on fri!? i should just camp there.
I took a picture of a girl I once knew I kept it here incase I'd run into you The look on your face could light up a room But instead you left And now I'm sitting with my head on the dashboard Push the seat back and close my eyes I had this dream that I was on an airplane afraid to fly So i tipped my head to the side and I whispered to this man that was in the isle I said "do you know how long it takes before we die?" and then I rolled awake
Take me back to the person I used to be When you were there for me I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please Way back when we were stupid Held grudges just to help us sleep Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?
I stop your breathin everytime Im around girl Your body's sweatin and your hands start to shake I know you can't control your eyes but i know that your looks are fake So tease me once and I'll swear to forget how it feels when youve got nothing left well take it slow and only work at it sometimes Oh yeah..
Take me back to the person I used to be When you were there for me I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please Way back when we were stupid Held grudges just to help us sleep Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?
I took a picture of a girl I once knew I kept it here incase I'd run into you The look on your face could light up a room But instead you left And oh you left
Take me back to the person I used to be When you were there for me I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please Way back when we were stupid Held grudges just to help us sleep Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?
bad woman, bye
bre: i just posted yay no more brenda at the tagboard.
truth betold "people do change,some change in a pretence to make the world look prettier, doll." its funny how yellow makes you banana happy.
hello upturn people of the world.
mvsp;OH MY GILA. initial game -..- stewpeet girl, on the phone, wahpiannnngggg. talk until ear burn.our long dist relationsip so kool but failing sial
anyway,besides that,i had a brainbursting idea! i felt like doing something for 4b1. dont need to say aww, good deeds are meant to be coincidentally overlooked. still its just a "plan to",if im free tmw then i'll do it! :D i also plan to jog/swim tmw(just one luh) buttttt, my knees been aging faster than i these days.havent rain alrdy pain like fk,cant bend my left leg in peace and i had a sudden surge of irregular heart beats yst,i ran for hot cocoa.sometimes i wonder if i would meet an imminent death.
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been kinda busy.im sorry if i asked if you were free this hol and didnt give you confirmation on respective dates.i hate to text people now and my enthusiasm to set dates and confirm dates even lower.
i've been reading,watching tv,growing fats andddddddd playing fur elise and moonlight sonata after tuition today.no i havent filed my SS/chem/lit stuff :T its still in my head, im just to busy being lazy.
downturn of the day : bastard (D_d- fill in the blanks ) was being an awful bitch today.
something randommmmmmmmmm. im at mvsp's(my hommies) hse now. shes super chao ah liannnnn! dont let her looks fool you beware mann bewarrreee, heed my warning stay away!plus uh,shes cheeebyeeee skinny ,the bone jutt everywhere.cannot go near her! seriously i dont want you alrdy luh,everytime i see you i get new bruise : P mah pwetty face dead and gone alrdy leh! how?!
Rain On Icecream this is how i would describe the end
hokay. today was um.. productive? class race was like a mission to steal icecream from little kids and i must say something. YU XIANS SISTER damn $#!$%!@$^ bluddy cute :D shobi, work it harder make it better do it faster makes us stronger! chem prac was blending my brain away, my prac paper was soaked with dil.nitric acid,dil water and the burnt splinter marks,clap hands.
okay im going to sleep. tired.very tired.super tired.fell asleep right infront of david the guitar teacher.
boyoh boy,tmws meet the parents session........old mans going,i think i can die in shame.im hoping that because he cant really speak english and mr lim cant speak cantonese,i'll roll along.
when the rain stops, bye
pene: PUSH! shobi: :D ms foong: eeee wo dont want.you owe me something uhhhhh
Endless streams of greed. want.must posses.must have. desire.lust- words of greed
Docking from Mato Atom on Vimeo.WHAT ARE YOU THINKING UH>! PSTTTT highlight here >> (its the docking of a spaceship -..-)
PERFECT MOVIE? hope so,has one of the few appealing actress to me ( shes the katy peryy look/sound alike from yesman) and actor ( hahah who wldve guessed i had one?but "brick" was too good of a movie,go watch if you havent,but its an indie movie so generate braincells before you watch otherwise you wont get it, like some muahchee inside joke) HALF BLOOD PRINCE'S also coming up,YES i watch HP.i definitely prefer it to twilight which i have not watched.maybe its the story ORRR maybe is emma watson,so pretty, oh no. THERES still transformers 2, the last house on the left (super wicked twisted psycho film,likely to be good) AND theres "the haunting connecticut!
i wont mind putting up with greenhouse warming.lucky bastards
well,trying to keep my moods up.bet you cant tell.rule number one, nv sulk and dread everyones day. SMILE- get brain high.anywayyyyy im glad for school, it really takes your mind off stuff,although shobi didn't come to school today ( CHEER UP) .hits are nicer to watch than participate.knees being a bitch,but its all good :D my social studies are number one,6/7 section A (are you eggxited now?) 1/8 section B hahahah,inglorious bastard. im beginning to see something,i must look super uncultured hahaha.but maybe thats who i am, NEI HAN's more important and you should be shen bu ke ce! doing so damn many cheenise compo/test is driving me mad and turning me into a cheena pork (sounds kinda racist)
anyway,im glad to have my cts results.it has nothing to do with scores -_- i just want to know results (good or bad). the point is im glad the whole freaking CT ordeal its over.take test,finish test, WAIT ...WAIT,yes finally results.then we can all die in peace :B
realise theres a lot of "lasts" this year.last sports day/hits in pl.Last badminton/netball match to go support. Last CT.Last start of a new year in pl. wow. sounds depressing,because theres a certain fear of uncertainty.im just moving along with the flow now -_- okay i must be super sleepy now, im beginning to think and yet not function properly,so ironic.
fear of falling, bye
pene: CHAO AH LIANZXZXZX. my brain dont function like that okay :###### O
oh no, i think im not functioning well. MAEDEH MAEDEH (?) super over hyper and friendly today :V haha i need pain killerzzzz.whooo i think i wont be late for guitar for the first time after soo longggg.YAY FOODS READYYYYYY! MAKAN TIME!
pene saki ah! this is why i love my phone,despite being not outstanding.i has one function that i L-O-V-E.
i think sunday is affecting me.i've been stoning A LOT,i even faced the wall and closed my eyes thinking of some other way out,BUT now i dont really care cause i have something to say. im not going for the birthday girl or the other guests or any of the drama shit, im going only because i promised ONE person to go.Cause if she goes alone,she'll be stigmatised by the recent going ons. we'll get through this sunday thing together, fullstop.
went to watch the netball match.realised that it'll be the last netball match i'll watch while in pl :D
anything/whatever/drink water, bye
vanna/pene/hanya : EEE i still dont get it..... pene ah? asdasd: lol good for you.i'll tell you when youre older. klj: its not like i commited a crime. brenda : yes, very not girl not boy. thats me
