Midday Cigarettes With Talking Trees

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Urban Nature of Love
does the perception of love evolve with time,or does it prevail?

genius, " love someone"

"flow"

Geeeee, im surprised that ppl actually read the previous post. oh well, summary of the quiz was all the things i secretly abscond from in my head.(you'd probably not understand this line,just skip it) anyway today was like a mirage. i didnt step out of the house at all,so unhealthy :I i "broke" my room door,the surface layers on both sidesof the door cracked and flipped up a little at the four corners. shit out of luck mann. but its fun to get mad :D

felt like rewatching Beetlejuice,SI-RYE-OUS-LIE, if you havent caught this old movie,you dont really know tim burton.but i didnt.because.......

im still studying for GCE'o levels mother toungue examination.cannot give up now.im not yet at the hardcore mode,because my computer and tv's still plugged in.

this was heath ledgers final film,looks good.

your silhoette sends shocks down my spine,
bye

passer:no -_- . i never went crazy over guys,fatshorttallhandsomeugly,does not get me intrigued since i've remembered(this means VERY VERY YOUNG.) at most a slight comment.and so, i dont see the point in conforming to norm society and getting married to some dude. no.no.no. i havent thought in detail where i want to get inked.
SLF: unfortunately, i dont like guessing initials.i made one guess only - SEOW LI FANG, lol.
so,since you alrdy put your initials,mind as well do me a favour and put your name on.
jolie: i ate tao kay noi today! you must be super honoured because i thought of you when i found it in the cabinet.
wl: at least they havent reached the weird stage like yours : }

at 1:27 AM

Friday, May 29, 2009

Lean into the Light.

tagged to do thizzzzz,rather do it here than FB,hope its self discoverable.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: double chocolate LARGE WITH WHIPPED CREAM
2. Last phone call: bunny -_-
3. Last text message: i forgot,if you don't alrdy know,my phones been confiscated for 2 wks
4. Last song you listened to: Thunder.of all songs.
5. Last time you cried: i dont remember.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: for fun
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yeaaaa
9. Lost someone special: yes,on may 18
10. Been depressed: yea
11. Been drunk and threw up: im too good for that :B

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. grey
14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yea
16. Fallen out of love: not yet
17. Laughed until you cried: uhhh yes
18. Met someone who changed you: nah
19. Found out who your true friends were: yea
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yea
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: the ones living in friends zone,no.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all minus 2 ppl who refuse to come onl and tell me their bloody names
23. How many kids do you want to have: not with a guy.fullstop.
24. Do you have any pets: uhh not reallyyyyyy,i dont take care of it,but i named the turtle toaster
25. Do you want to change your name: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday:i had fun
27. What time did you wake up today: 6:45,late
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: online talking to seaweedgirl/vanna/clare.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my A2 for chinese :D
30. Last time you saw your Mother: this morning
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing much
32. What are you listening to right now: closer- neyo
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom robinson hahaha .no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: uhh the song -_-
35. Most visited webpage: loopin is answer
36. Whats your real name: Cassandra Tse Short Forest
37. Nicknames: i'd rather not.too bloody many
38. Relationship Status: what do you think :T
39. Zodiac sign: capricorn
40. Male or female?: feMALE
41. Elementary?: chij oln
42. Middle School?: Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School (Primary)
43. High school/college?: Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School (secondary) AND THEN idk where im going
44. Hair colour: dark brown
45. Long or short: shortzz
46. Height: 163.3cm ? since jan
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself? : my ability to hide something.
49. Piercings: earlobes
50. Tattoos: maybe in 4 mnths
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: pri 1
53. First piercing: lower pri
54. First best friend: ALLISON. hahahah she wrote on my spelling whiteboard "i (heart) allison my best friend" thats why i can remember.
55. First sport you joined: sweeemenng :D loml
56. First vacation: dont rmb,tokyo,toronto,aust?
58. First pair of trainers: since i was able to walk

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: air
60. Drinking: H2O
61. I'm about to: start doing some chinese
62. Listening to: clothes off- gym class heroes
63. Waiting on: not you :D done my wait,i came,i saw,i burnt the place to the ground.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: not with a legit male hahah
65. Get Married?: not with a legit male
66. Career?: i want to own an art gallery in nyc,yes im dreaming BIG

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyezz
68. Hugs or kisses: kisses,not through the phone,wheres the fun in that.
69. Shorter or taller: i want to grow taller.
70. Older or Younger: i dont need a major age gap.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneos,leave to other to me luhh
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both -_- otherwise its a little weirdly proportioned.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.because i actually annoy myself when im loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: depends
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: we're going to paint the town blue :D

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: spin the bottle?
77. Drank hard liquor: scotch.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nooo
79. Sex on first date: verbal,we shouted fk ___ at esplanade area
80. Broken someone's heart: >:}
82. Been arrested: not really
83. Turned someone down: >:}

84. Cried when someone died: im not that heartless.
85. Fallen for a friend?: for a day.better of friends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: not in all aspects.
87. Miracles: only in coincidences.
88. Love at first sight: maybe?donchhh knnnooow
89. Heaven: not really
90. Santa Claus: dear police please arrest the fat bastard in red breaking into ppls house.
91. Kiss on the first date: -_- yea
92. Angels: no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: >:}
95. Did you sing today?: yea
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: >:}
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 2 years
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: someones birthday.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: afraid no.skeptical yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: no, because im not doing this on facebook

A2 for

Mother

Tongue,

COME

TO

ME!!!!!!!

sublime,
bye

jolie:but thousand island goes better with seaweed salad :E omg i've been telling you weird random stuff havent i,so weirdddddd :B
/: yea

at 4:09 PM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Forte

:DDDDD heard blood sucks,still, i might go watch it to support jjh

scouting for watches.scouted all day.think im going to end up with the gshock one :V damn you adidas watch.passed through CKtangs today,mad,like jungle/war.saw the S***K shoe i liked,the prices are slashed a head off,from $255 - $50+ made in protugal,BUTTTTTT,yes theres always a fking but,sorry no size.damn i thought having larger feet would benefit me,look now,just look.

time to pretend,
bye

van: and you must gimme big ang bao for not stealing ryeo won awayyyyyyy :P
seaweedsalad:remind me to give you a bottle of thousand island for your birthday. i think mix with the saeweed not bad :B
brenda: raisinsssss hmmmm eeee i dont like the GOLDEN raisins.sunmaids ones still not bad.bloody you nv come today, i bet you played l4d
/: go search on youtube
passer: dao....why would i smile to ppl i dont even know,a bit mad uh :T and its tiring to smile.have i not smiled back at you before or something?maybe next time :D my height was 163.4 the last time i took.weight 50kg? i forgot.hahah you matching compatability uh! :S
gracelynn: GRAZE THE GRASS. dont be jealous uh im bent to win flattest and biggest teeth :BBBB and i bought new markers *insert pervy face* youre dead.

at 9:26 PM

Monday, May 25, 2009

SWAG,don't think just smack it.
difference of one letter.

damnnnnnnnnnn i fucking love it.

flea on saturday.virtually nothing i could buy.but i still got some gain*insert some pervy face* and please,if you're going to say "that looks like cassandra" while turning around,make sure your bf's on your left,because it might just be me.damn awkward and funny,but it provided me enough entertainment to stand around while the rest were diving for bargains.

bloody i saw the harem pants i wanted to buy,sadly they had a pair of legs sticking through it alrdy :T oh well,gmarket i love you.although im lazy,thanks for having everything i want.im going broke on taxi fares and pants .and the taxi fares arent even for me to rush home or anything,they bring me to FAR off places,then i end up a lil'broke and then i'd walk,run,bus,train down home -_- okay its all worth it :D

my right forearms hair has been spontaneously standing for a few times today.it freaks me out.some asshole said "somethings" holding my hand.fuck mann get lost, my hands not for you.

bachang days approaching.i reaallllyyy miss my PoPo :{ i miss her bachang.i regret not helping out in the production process,but i remember the times she laughed at me when i ate 3 bachangs in a row.such fond memories.

chinese Os coming round the corner.its hovering above everyones heads.chinese intensive is killing me.im trying my best now.i feel a little improved.GOOD :D okay way to go.

no room for mushy,
bye

amanda: okay if you insist :N
seaweedsalad: hahah i will never forget your p4 story. you should submit it to FML,everyone will vote "you deserved it"
huh: i think i'll die of horor at all the dicks
van: : P _|_ MILKSHAKKKEE :D i want to go drink
passer: uhh most likely poly. why?
revoke: okay...i dont want to go to your sch :B
brenda: oh let me enjoy this for a while

at 9:37 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

Sincerely,with none of my heart.

MUST READ.better than any movie i've caught this yr,beats "taken" by 3%.someone should really make a movie out of this one.

Gee, how i wished i'd stayed at home today.damn tiring,doing chinese all day, becomes so robotic and dry.my work had better pay off, i swear,i don't want to sit for chinese Os TWICE.
&
Os sure is a very money sucking national event -..- buy more ten yr series/buy more calculators/buy more pens.....andddddd anything that will take more than 2 hours of your time,suddenly becomes far less important, everything stops in wait for o lvls to be over,no wonder there are so many bian tai ppl burning books after Os.they mustve really hated preparation, i get it now....its not weird.... to film yourself tearing up your o lvl schedule,slowly,into micro bits,while laughing like a freak,hahah :V

will you pick your life or a guarantee for a scholastic justification?
a pimple plantation or a clean and clear forehead?
implantation of facts or visual excitement?

so much weighing to do -_-

"i care for studies.
i know im trying a little harder
im not really trying am i" :I

okay im going to read dong bin bei yuan, so i can ooze with envy at how all the cheena thiongs manage to effortlessly get their essay published.

well,folks you must've noticed the self encouragements i posted for meeshelfhh. but heres one more.i will succeed,because i can and i want to.

vika's collar bone is in other words-sexy?,
bye

seaweedsalad: and your hairs so dry its on fire :B oh no!
the imposter? : okay good job
d: bloody, im never playing that game again.
/: the imposter wasnt offensive anyway.
van: EEEE look like.the face shape.so you getting divorce with ryeo won?
huh: preferences doesn't change gender.im a female.i go to the female toilet.its a nice place,maybe you should visit it with me :B

at 8:53 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Doors/fringes/dust

what the buh-loody :I )))) * hahah i like this fatkid face*

moods up:

results collection day 2- getting better.
i can finallyyyyy finish playing my favourite songgg,damn happy.
THIS is damn amusing.
tumblrs makes my soul happy to read.REALLY
AND i finally caught red thread and fighting spiders -_- sorry a lil' outdated uh
ANDDDDD some asshole so nice to buy me dark chocolate kitkat.are you trying to make me standout with fats?
okay chocolates make me happy.so im kinda happy.but i makes me very sarcastic hahah

BUT

i realised that shy ppl annoy me.not the genuinely shy ppl.but the ones that miraculously get your email,add you and send you some fucktard stuff. REALLY _|_ its damnnnnnnnnnn stupid if you're going to send me " hahah/hehe/teehee/hi(followed by a fullstop and nothing else)/ and other smiley faces". GET STRAIGHT to conversation if you must. okay i dont know how the hell you phrase this. but i really hate ppl wasting my time thinking i'll be delighted to entertain like some damn clown. AND PLEASE,dont ask me if i know you,its not intelligent and downright cbtastic. AND HELLO WHOS THE PERSON THAT CALLED ME TO ASK " do you know who i am" i didnt give birth to you -..- how am i supposed to know.

senorita talk,
bye

;:i dont know what to reply mann
van: FM is the sex mann
amanda: alter-ego = twin.

at 9:44 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

Abstraction ⌂

MINZY :{ B

SAT-TURD-DAY

i took this photo okay!

SUPPORT THE local/int. DANCE SCENE!

kill it tse, kill it

DAMNNNN mann. this is one album i'd rather buy than download.

okayyy today was a fart bag.maths result PHHHMMMMFFFTTTT.chinese result PHHHMMMFFFFFTTT :F at least i passed. work it harder make it better,do it faster makes us stronger!hustle! im sure i'll do WAYYYY better next time -_- anyway im glad the "thing" blew over, my fault.now,lets melt like butter.

freedom to love

smaking smiles onto ppls faces.just watch,dont talk.

caution: if you're sick of love,you might vomit.but otherwise its gr8

okay sooo pizza hut was innnnnerrestttinggg. my gila bong, i've never seen someone with such tight pants.

okayyyyy sooo tmws the GREAT result day, anything we have left in us would be drained,flushed out,filtered and forced down our throats.

curleeee,
bye

vann: :=B shes cheating on you!
;: :I
amanda: i didnt chase boron it was casshole! my alter ego
brenda: -..-
van : mind as well _|_
richa: omg bitch you never tell me about cannaaaaaadaaaa :D

at 5:17 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

Don't be a hero
pray to be a reason. fail to be a cause

in my best efforts to STUDY
we ended going mad,REALLY MAD. but out of the 10+/20+ shots only a few are considered exposable.the rest are scandalous/explicit/scary/too violent :D

oh, happy mothersday (minus 1 hour 23 minutes)

did you get your mother anything?

well,i missed the zouk flea :( so sad. but at least i got to eat myFAVOURITE tiramisu at old airport road.otherwise i think my sadness could overrun my nerves and i'll just pop. okay,it sounds weird for me to sound so interested in fleas.but i wanted to go -_- i have MULTIPLE reasons.

matters of the heart/heart for the matter/as a matter of fact.

perfekt.

"i wonder.why i'm still online. i'm staring at one thing,waiting for it to dissapear,thats my dismissal bell."

today i went youtubing classical guitar vids and its annoying cause theres no no nocturne in Eb for guitar. :T thats just ironic.that song was one of the 1000000 reasons for learning to guitar.too bad.

i've been reading a lot of yet-to-be-discovered artist and i really feel inspired :D i suddenly wished to have more time,money,power to do some art stuff i always wanted to do.like an anonymous hugging wall or a naughty movement.aiming to bring the Y back into the youth and the L back into love. like cadbury said, "wouldnt it be nice?". i can always dream though.like the dog my parents promised to let me keep.....still inspired is a step up from feeling buttheaded-to-a-wall(a wall called failure).

okay so long.im tired.like whats new

cheap,
bye

;: your names super convinient to type.;;;;;;;;;;;; :S
bigspender: wtft's with you mann.its law: run before you dissapoint.
amanda:i forgot what happened to the balloon :U
yirou: oh please i want/need a toothpick more than you :D

at 1:09 AM

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

S.S.E.
LOML right?

i just like the picture,dont think so far.

no wonder theres birdflu,wtf are you feeding birds with mann

OH BOY,HAVE YOU GROWN FAT
"how have you been?ohh okay.bye."changes after a long time.time lapse.serious.we've changed.i lost/forgotten the reason why the reaction took place.its gone.

thinking bout changing to tumblr,its super intriging with its artist fan base.

well,today was-screwed. fk mann, my chem... careless.nb.nuvuhmiond. A.math was worse,shouldve dropped it while its hot. im supposed to know all the shit,but i just dont, make me feel stupid only. tmw's emath, i PRAY mann that its going to be easyyyyy.

but then again which asshole isnt prepared to fail midyears. its anal.

the vicious cycle of 5 letter-ed names is freaking me out. could life be so damn planned in a cryptic manner.left right,left right. brain beat,brain beat.long short.near far.just go carve yourself in stones.going mad,just mad.

MUST VIEW,mega dope.
FLESH

fuck you draculas

okay im VERYYY tired ,like never before.

look at them,
bye

brenda: DUHHHH
june: its been 4 mnths. so fast. i'll go,only if you'll spend one full day with me/us
; : thank you semicolon :D
amanda: haha you can always go celebrate in our names in the canteen.

at 6:14 PM

Saturday, May 02, 2009

i just had to blog because of ONE thing : ITS A SHORT FILM,

if you don't watch it you can go die.seriously.
another reason to love Schweppes.

revelation?
my take;
run from doubt,race with hesitation,speak of love.

at 12:19 AM

Friday, May 01, 2009

& here comes the guest.

CANT WAIT FOR the madness!

okay, yst's SOP was good for eyes. rushed home after sch,brenda stalk me to my house. she saw something seriously embarrassinggggg (think good thoughts).went off to play L4D serious madness,when we got out i felt super tired,worse than ...... uhhh 2.4.-_- then met up with the 2x Ws and caught the show.

seriously PL fashion show mann, i felt like a clown,but quite fun to dress up and act seh uh :D i looked like some thrown away homeless prom date that just came back from zombie war. the show was gooddddd,i really like the viva la vi/1000 paper cranes/guzheng/______ ( fill in your cca here if it makes you feel happy). gave flowers,took pictures,got hit by a lot of ppl,i felt happy for all the syf ppl,pl spirit so strong SIAL! and yea i realised our school is a happy place :B suddenly Pl so cute uhhhh.but,by the end of it my head was ringing with the wind, caught supper and everybody trailed home,didnt really say goodbye to everyone,think we were all tired -_-

well,there goes our last bit of fun before all the LOVELY tests.

woke up buh-loody tired today,like hangover.

E-minor of my life,
bye

vann: awwwwww i dont know how to continue the rest of the song,but you deserve the rest of it :B
brenda: dont jealous she picked me
amanda: hahahaha youre joking? MITs one of the only few ccas without farewell.

at 10:31 PM