catching reasons in the rain

2009-07-12T15:23:00.011+08:00

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MOVED

relink me at your own convenience ^^

blogger.

its been 3 years. good bye.

2009-07-06T00:06:00.002+08:00

BLOGGER
YOU
SUCK
THESE

COUPLE OF DAYS
my temporary crib.

': yes my ears out to detect ear suckers.
5...: nothing its there all the while lol
vann: im gay.
stef: im biased
a--nus: hahah okay.uh .no.
jolie: yea,googles crashing because of MJ. and bloggerscrashing because of google.

2009-06-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

THE GIRL WHO INTRODUCED THE COLOUR PURPLE

happy birthday Vanna Chong cy.

:89

fk bloggers mad didnt allow me to post pictures.another day,better watch out,got a few unglammy ones.

okay so hi.hope you're having a good time chilling at home. its been a long time/a lot of different haircuts /style upgrades/ a lot of songs/seasons and years. we're old alrdy. but you're still fair and PRETTY. like snow white ley. if i were to ever forget your fantabulous photo taking skills, im a lao wang ba. my hommie always. I ♥ you luh ^^

haha note.please read this,smile for a while,then erase from your memory.otherwise tmw when i see you abit queer mann :D

2009-06-29T19:15:00.007+08:00

You Can't Beat Me Down

this providence-letdown. WHOOHOO ITS OUT.

first day of school.way to start is with an bruises.again with the drilling.again and again.... only 2 reasons to go back to sch.ONE- graduate faster.TWO get away from home. okay my whole body, head to toe aching like hell.need sleep.didn't realise my adrenaline would kick in so timely.

sleepy,
bye

brenda: i dont see the linkkkk
': that i knew. its just something i did in remembrance of him.
lipchitz: dope :D
van: not bad right ^^

2009-06-28T15:09:00.000+08:00

Creative Mourning

which's the best?

2009-06-28T01:16:00.002+08:00

A,M,C & B (crave)

this is my definition of love.its not perfect.it has flaws,but the flaws made it an art.i love Sarah Kane for "crave". great playwright. flawless delivery of simple phrases,yet realistic.i pity your passing.

had fun today,really. AND I MANAGED TO SLEEP.

MJ IS KING.(never a WAS)

2009-06-26T00:43:00.004+08:00

I'm in (♣) with STEREO TOTAL
their a french troop.who cares if i dont unds what their saying.
click on the dots.
Stereo total -c'est la mort
Les Chansons d'A
touche moi. im sure you're not stupid. guess what it means

THIS ONES HIGHLY RECOMMENDED (MUSSIQUE AUTOMATIQUE)!!!!

something in engreeesh. "i love you,ono"

completing sentences. wow.
1. I've come to realize that my ex is..
uhhh. somewhere in my past.

2. I am listening to..
when Susannah cries- Espen Lind. not my fav.

3. I talk..
with my mouth :D

4. I love..
people who love me

5. My best friend..
is special to me.

6. I have..
secrets :[

7. I lost..
my enthusiasm to talk to strangers. hahah

8. I hate it when people..
think they know who I am. you can go suck it.

9. Love is..
around you/something that comes in good time/something you need.

10. Marriage is..
something lawfully sacred? / unnecessary to seal a deal.

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking..
of me haha :B

12. I'll always be..
clueless.

13. I have a crush on..
Jessica Stam.

14. The last time I cried was because..
i was pushed over the edge and didn't know what to do.

15. My cell phone..
is still in custody of the school

16. When I wake up in the morning..
i hope that something marvelous would alter my life.not that im unhappy. just maybe something extraordinary ^^

17. Before I go to sleep at night..
i get a surge of energy/my imagination runs wild

18. Right now I am thinking about..
unnoticed - until june. its a song,which is playing right now.

19. Babies are..
cute when they don't test their vocal chord's elasticity in public.

20. I get on Facebook..
when im bored.

21. Today I..
woke up at 3.

22. Tonight I will..
try to sleep.maybe fail like i have been doing these few months.

23. Soon I will..
succeed.

24. I really want..
something fresh or a hug,because my hands are freezing.

25. The person who is most likely to re-post this is..
someone free to do a quiz.

unholy confession: i used to like this one person, i couldnt finish my sentence when i spoke.i swallowed the bottom-halved sentences like dinner.wow.good times.

have a nice day :×)

2009-06-25T01:34:00.005+08:00

Defensive

you win buddy,im just going to steal your note.

okay so i scanned through the entire 100 on the 100 sexiest list of FHM.
here are my favourites^^

WTH DID THEY CANCEL PUSHING DAISES >: { i really liked that show. they shouldve tried harder to promote it. folks,listen to me.its a guddd show.

although i was fking dissapointed with 5-2
number one was spot on.

two in a row.

late,
bye

van: lol can see where they get the idea from -_-

2009-06-23T19:40:00.003+08:00

Casualty Counting

reminds me of 2ne1. and the title reminds me of big bang.but rad tune.

Tommy Sparks "She's Got Me Dancing" from Eric Wareheim on Vimeo.
this one reminds me of scissor sisters(?)

Addeboy vs. Cliff - "Beep My Beep" you geddit right ?

headaches killing me. theres still hope that the MOE might change their minds about H1N1 extended hols according to my old man tutor. i'll need it. haven't really touched my homework.fk, it didn't rain so i dinch go SWEEMENG :T busy last week for a lotzaa people.im claiming bankruptcy after june.speaking of june, JUNE KENG LI SHA's coming back ^_^

CURLY HAIR CURLY HAIR CURLY HAIR AFTER NOVEMBERSZ ZZ :D fun and awesome plan

goodbye,
bye

jolie: lol you make your resort sound damn oolu
van: nah li?
awww: haha cannot luh. i'll get killed.everyone will faint upon seeing your BEAUTIFUL face.

2009-06-22T01:10:00.002+08:00

When We Dance to La Valse de L’adieu

i hope your eyes pop out.

taking burst shots makes everyone fugly as hell,but we still do it anyway.its how we ppl roll.

happy fathers day?
this word has been annoying the SHIT out of me today.really.i agreed to spend the day with my folks.c'mon im not a bad kid ^^ BUT my positively smart mother had to repeat the fact that it was fathers day and i should show some appreciation,for none other than -the father,throughout the day. and every time "today's fathers day" was mentioned,there would be an awkward silence of 5 seconds.so i had a lot of time today to pretend i had an imaginary friend to hold hands with and prance around singing "Mary had a little lamb" in our 3 yr old voices,applaud for us!

i just threw out a beetle that miraculously flew into my air-conditioned room, HOW DO THESE leeddllle wiiddleeee flythings do it? lizards are even more magical.when i moved in 2006(?) i swore the lizards hid out behind my old hse's medcine cabinet.so when the movers came, i was prepared to see some million of lizzz ,but mei you,not one at all,no big ones that make some damn fking freaky mating calls,they freak my balls out.and no small ones. one day,i swear i will unravel their secret.

anyway i had black pepper crabs today, so im officially mayor of fatsville.a happymayor though :D

i speak in dinosaur,
bye

karin: so cute luh.all the ppl in the world will giggle like ahlian when they see it
gracelynn: we will never have the money,because we kip suhpendeng.
jolie: heard you're backkkk ^^ oh well,thats too bad i was about to list my demands for the aussie guy/girl order.

2009-06-16T14:10:00.006+08:00

Clad

i have tuition in 15 minutes :T frolick later? mayyyybbeeeee

something kinda delayed.

?

shit im still in my boxerrrzzz,go change go change!!!

ingrid michaelson,
bye

vanna: WO BU YAO follow.my mother said i shouldnt follow strangers! and your ah ma so cute ofcourse i like ^^
olivia: next time next time.
brenda: -_- wahhhh so thick skin,dare to type out somemore :B
hello SLF & . go somewhere else to have identity crisis.otherwise use your NAME.NAMA.XING MING.

2009-06-14T20:52:00.005+08:00

Leather romps

hi everyone,im blogging for a cause today.

help lil' Charmaine fight cancer.

click HERE

you could also send in words of encouragement

i would love to send her a virtual hug.poor kid. hope that posting this link up would help spread word.help her if you can ^^ AND you can read the full article on ysts new paper. 13/06/09

breaking a vicious cycle or unfortunate events.

welcome june,
bye

(focus on charity,reply later)

2009-06-12T21:56:00.002+08:00

Earth tones

hello world.caught hannah montana (you're not reading wrongly.its true.) okay nott assss bad as i thought.not very funny though and i still dont really like her singing, i think she should just stick to acting.l4d-ed again.

dirty little secrets,no more.
01. Who was your last text from?
i forgot.its almost 3 months.my phones doing time.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
the facebook one,preschool when i was still in HKG. msn's taken at hagen das FONDUEEEE :D

03. Your relationship status?
.....neither here nor there

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
yes.she fked up with her bitching essay skills

05. What is your current mood?
contented

06. Do you love your mother?
yes.no1 mum.

07. Do you love your father?
we dont get along.but he supports me fianacially and i apprciate that.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
BKK.good food,gay ppl/pretty yeoja,unlimited shopping.

09. Have a crazy side?
yes * insert perv face*

10. Ever had a near death experience?
yes.somehow taxis like to zoom next to me.

11. Something you do a lot?
breath and blink.

12. Angry at anyone?
no.my anger spans for a very short time.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
i cant refer to this qn

14. When was the last time you cried?
i forgot.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
"as you wish."

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
think about random stuff.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
jen.

18. What is your favorite song?
a lot.but at the moment,im listening to gone by JT,its been so long mann! AND good girls go bad-cobrastarship.

19. What are you doing right now?
eating instant noodles
blogging

20. Who do you trust right now?
my friends.very general.but true,as long as i consider you my friend,i trust you.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
THAILANDDD

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
no

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
olivia.my neighbour.or brenda,3 blocks down.

24. Describe your life in one word?
gay

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
no one.see,im taking this quiz thing quite seriously.

26. What should you be doing right now?
tuition homework.

27. What are you listening to?
love love love-epik high.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
shelby

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
bastard.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
i cant seem to think smoothly.but still rather normal

31. What is your natural hair color?
dark brown.I SWEAR.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
tumblrer.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
myself.

34. What do you hear?
the song just ending -..- i hear the tv.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
it curlsa little when its longer damn irritating.but otherwise striaght

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
no.yummy gummy,yes.hahahha wtf right?

37. Do you have a best friend?
ppl who can read me like a book.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
hell no.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
YES :D :D :D :D :D :D

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
dont remember.under an unbrella,yes.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
rather happy.

42. Are you currently jealous?
yes. i wished i had money like bill gates.

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
my "monkey" god-father jade pendant. its not as bad as it sounds okayyyy.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
im doing this now.went to play l4d after HM with na liang ge.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
no.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yes.but thats not according to me

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
myself.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
allergy

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
12+,talking.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
no.

taco pachi,
bye

olivia: lol did you even watch finish?
jolie: i rather you bring me an aussie girl :D
vann:which?hahah
gracelynn: I DID.i came when you left.so sorry.i lend you the stuff another day.
wl: blood failure hahah
SLF: not really a fan,but i've been watching and i definitely like it more than twillight.
awww: thank you :D

2009-06-09T21:53:00.004+08:00

Cheese,bacon bits,mayonnaise & rice
your instant mix of fats,my instant dinner.

if didn't know, i like urban literature.

thank you :D i forgot who last called me css ,but waaaww so cool,i have my own line of cups being produced :D righttttt.

brick, i rmb watching it at 3am because i couldnt sleep and the fridge was dry of any a_____. best damn indie movie,so far.

emma watson, one of the standing reasons why harry potter owns :B

recently i found lots of istopmotion films.....inspiring.

HOLY SHIT!@%^$#@*
the grossest

thing

your balls will witness.at least,here.PERIOD. fking junkies,when something like that happens,a normal person would pick suicide.but looked what drugs did to their brains? just look.
(once you've started the video,watch TILL the end,unless you're experiencing cardiac arrest)

because kids,drugs ARE bad.the only coke you should snort,is the one john lennon is classily displaying.

well,today was goodddddd.i havent had a hearty sleep for a longggggggggg time.plus, i left sch early,so managed to enjoy an addition nap before tuition. i could feel my brain working :D so koollzzz.integration no longer felt like nails on my soft little brain :D

now i have a qn for all you folks

would you have pushed her out upon her landing?

okay,im very fascinated with "i quit i quit i quit",but the lyrics filling was pretty snip shod, i spotted a few parts which could've contained 2 words.

I QUIT I QUIT I QUIT,
bye

jolie: omg i bet he knew all along your the wird girl that smells him. "omg that girls smelling me again,i better hide".africa quite cool actually at least they have 4 seasons.plus have cool TRIBES,sg only have mutts,minahs,ahlians,ah bengs, ajek(?i forgot).they got funky tribe dance leyyy :D
CC: your names kinda amusing. i was born in sg,carried away as a baby,migrated back when i was 5. story of my child life.

2009-06-07T20:14:00.003+08:00

Smoke and Mirrors

"EIVVEE EYE UNLIE HADD A HART"

jessica stam is divine, mostly personality wise.

quiz time.quite fun.

instructions:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
happy endings-AAR

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF:
la la la- big bang.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
lovin' you db HAHAHAH

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
empty-click five

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
living for the weekend -hard-fi, thank god it wasnt "sex & love"- faberdrive

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
i'm yours- jason mraz

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
mad world-michael andrews

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
a little too not over you-david.a . -_- duh, im the only child.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
THAT GIRL-PHARRELL! part true :B and the music is ultimate.okay im going to listen to this till it ends

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
picture of you- db

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
allow me to introduce myself- white tie affair

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
you're all i have-snow patrol. haha i want to be all you have....thats a little short sighted

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
different-acceptance.MUST LISTEN.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
same girl-usher/r kelly. god im going to play a pedophiles song at my wedding,GR8!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
hindsight-until june, why not...i probably got mugged from the back ( geddit? hindsight?)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
cooking?cooking! -suju haha YES i cook.true story

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
girls on the dancefloor- far east movement. hahah yea,god dont attack me with your dance.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
badge-cream. ?!

"Thinkin' 'bout the times you drove in my car
Thinkin' that I might have drove you too far
And I'm thinkin' 'bout the love that you laid on my table

I told you not to wander 'round in the dark
I told you 'bout the swans, that they live in the park
Then I told you 'bout our kid, now he's married to Mabel

Yes, I told you that the light goes up and down
Don't you notice how the wheel goes 'round?
And you better pick yourself up from the ground
Before they bring the curtain down
Yes, before they bring the curtain down

Talkin' 'bout a girl that looks quite like you
She didn't have the time to wait in the queue
She cried away her life since she fell off the cradle"

some truth in this,but like the song,im self confused/contradicting.

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
wonderwall-oasis. hahah maybe? but im thinking more bout the chunky munky i have in my fridge.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
stay close,don't go-secondhand serenade. true enough.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
smoke and mirrors - audition. waaww not a bad idea.

mama we're meant for the flies,
bye

van: gangfight gangfight! gurgleeee
jolie: i bet you keep binoculars to spy on him * insert pervy face* damn blogger for not having that face mann, i need to use it too often.
slf: not really
cc: quite local.
jen: haha same. oh well i surrender to fate.im happy,as are you.
awwww: shut up. if it wasnt for youuuuu i would have made contact, i was just being nice and partly because i was irritated with that strand of hair on her face.
shamara: dessert bowl WAFFLE ^^

OKAY DAMNNNNN MY MOTHERS EATING MY ICECREAMMM!

2009-06-04T22:09:00.006+08:00

Needless/Senseless Eating (pick one)

i'd prefer to eat.

I DIDNT GO BUY CHUNKY MUNKY TODAYYYYYY >: { but instead,after the brief lit sem. i went out with hanya prawn,its been a while. not bad,i found something i like while shopping.shes one of the few ppl i can shop with. and she found something she liked,not at the shop,but on my face.

im currently doing ADD MATH. its been a week without tuition and i think i've clean forgotten everything i've learnt :X shit. the only related thing i remember CORRECTLY.is that, i cannot prove identities.double shit.

AND i've lost track of time.first example was that, i thought it was MAY. second was that i thought it was WEDS,almost missed guits.lastly, i didnt know the date.so obviously i wasn't aware until nano seconds that im soooo not going to be able to do my english homework on time,damnnnnnnnnn. okay at least about nanon seconds ago,i found out that someone else is going down with meeee HAHAHAH ^^

if you can tell,i slept well yst,thats why im typing sanely.

and after guits just now,i have a new classical obsession - "choro's" damn jazzy,zexy.

OH,yea and i did the facebook quiz " whats the first letter of your lover/the person who loves you/the person you love" i forgot exactly,but the result was E. and actually there might be some truth to it,a few of the Es i know are damn hard to get through,but despite their jokerface,they're actually secretly sensitive and secretly hopeless romantics.still im not superstitious.

and JUST,another few nano secs ago,DEAREST sharmos,so bloody nice,scanning the english compo paper for me :D mines locked up in the classroom -_- THANK YOU,i owe you dessert bowl-dessert. sharmara rocks today.

keeping me sane,
bye

jolie: your neighbour,champ,he sould create a fragrance.can smell from 30000m away
brenda: -..- you called me a tithead yst
joey:hello :D gay is me.

2009-06-02T23:24:00.004+08:00

Animosity.....did they?
but here I go again,oh no.

champion of the day

lit sem. was weird.it passed on without me,unknowingly.even despite the speakers W-O-W british accent.lunched at mos afterwards and caught night at the muesuem 2 -_- idk whyyy.bt i like going to watch shows no matter to my liking or not, haha so if you want me to go out with you,just buy me food and movie tix :D. the movie was bearable,at least they had amy adams in this one :D i want to catch horsemen,looks like SAW with the psychopathic killing spree thing.

well,im DAMN glad that chenna-o's over.paper two was, shit.how to get A2 mann -_- nvm,lets see how it goes in augts. im also damn happy that i drew something just now,it makes me h-a-p-p-y.

uhkay,theres schs tmw,good and bad :T work hard,rightttt.

im not blogging properly,as you can tell.im a little sleepy.

and im sorry,i dont cut out HUGE,GIGANTIC,portions of my time for you.im sorry.

say goodnight,
bye

"WHATS WITH THE SUDDEN PLAGUE OF ANONYMOUS PPL" like Ellen Degenerous,whom doesn't trust ppl without TVs, i don't like ppl who like to argue over internet sarcasm.

brenda: big foot!
SLF: y're right,i wont know your name and,thank you,but you dont have to comment on what other ppl are saying to me.let me decide if theyre nice or assholes.no need to get defensive.
jolie:yea you're my number 1 new found friend of the year.as in not the first uh :3 say awww
anon: hello,this is MY tagboard. its for ppl to comment TO ME.if you have anything you want to say to SLF,go look for HER tagboard.peace dude.
bunny: omg WAAW youre not angry anymore uhhhh :D WAAWW
PZY: lol what was it that i said? i forgot
eunice: thanks fathead,youre a huge funny bunny uh,wished me good luck after my paper ended- 1:42 -_-
girl: i dont look like chinese....what DO i look like?dont say indian uh.if im indian you need to get checked for colour defficiency :D
WL: i couldnt even see you -_- at least dont look normal still quite human.i couldnt even see you,just hear you wine,tsk tsk :B
karin: waaw thannggggkeww,such a nice thing to say after not seeing you for such a longggg time uh.

2009-05-31T01:27:00.003+08:00

Urban Nature of Love
does the perception of love evolve with time,or does it prevail?

genius, " love someone"

"flow"

Geeeee, im surprised that ppl actually read the previous post. oh well, summary of the quiz was all the things i secretly abscond from in my head.(you'd probably not understand this line,just skip it) anyway today was like a mirage. i didnt step out of the house at all,so unhealthy :I i "broke" my room door,the surface layers on both sidesof the door cracked and flipped up a little at the four corners. shit out of luck mann. but its fun to get mad :D

felt like rewatching Beetlejuice,SI-RYE-OUS-LIE, if you havent caught this old movie,you dont really know tim burton.but i didnt.because.......

im still studying for GCE'o levels mother toungue examination.cannot give up now.im not yet at the hardcore mode,because my computer and tv's still plugged in.

this was heath ledgers final film,looks good.

your silhoette sends shocks down my spine,
bye

passer:no -_- . i never went crazy over guys,fatshorttallhandsomeugly,does not get me intrigued since i've remembered(this means VERY VERY YOUNG.) at most a slight comment.and so, i dont see the point in conforming to norm society and getting married to some dude. no.no.no. i havent thought in detail where i want to get inked.
SLF: unfortunately, i dont like guessing initials.i made one guess only - SEOW LI FANG, lol.
so,since you alrdy put your initials,mind as well do me a favour and put your name on.
jolie: i ate tao kay noi today! you must be super honoured because i thought of you when i found it in the cabinet.
wl: at least they havent reached the weird stage like yours : }

2009-05-29T16:09:00.007+08:00

Lean into the Light.

tagged to do thizzzzz,rather do it here than FB,hope its self discoverable.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: double chocolate LARGE WITH WHIPPED CREAM
2. Last phone call: bunny -_-
3. Last text message: i forgot,if you don't alrdy know,my phones been confiscated for 2 wks
4. Last song you listened to: Thunder.of all songs.
5. Last time you cried: i dont remember.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: for fun
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yeaaaa
9. Lost someone special: yes,on may 18
10. Been depressed: yea
11. Been drunk and threw up: im too good for that :B

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. grey
14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yea
16. Fallen out of love: not yet
17. Laughed until you cried: uhhh yes
18. Met someone who changed you: nah
19. Found out who your true friends were: yea
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yea
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: the ones living in friends zone,no.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all minus 2 ppl who refuse to come onl and tell me their bloody names
23. How many kids do you want to have: not with a guy.fullstop.
24. Do you have any pets: uhh not reallyyyyyy,i dont take care of it,but i named the turtle toaster
25. Do you want to change your name: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday:i had fun
27. What time did you wake up today: 6:45,late
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: online talking to seaweedgirl/vanna/clare.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my A2 for chinese :D
30. Last time you saw your Mother: this morning
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing much
32. What are you listening to right now: closer- neyo
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom robinson hahaha .no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: uhh the song -_-
35. Most visited webpage: loopin is answer
36. Whats your real name: Cassandra Tse Short Forest
37. Nicknames: i'd rather not.too bloody many
38. Relationship Status: what do you think :T
39. Zodiac sign: capricorn
40. Male or female?: feMALE
41. Elementary?: chij oln
42. Middle School?: Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School (Primary)
43. High school/college?: Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School (secondary) AND THEN idk where im going
44. Hair colour: dark brown
45. Long or short: shortzz
46. Height: 163.3cm ? since jan
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself? : my ability to hide something.
49. Piercings: earlobes
50. Tattoos: maybe in 4 mnths
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: pri 1
53. First piercing: lower pri
54. First best friend: ALLISON. hahahah she wrote on my spelling whiteboard "i (heart) allison my best friend" thats why i can remember.
55. First sport you joined: sweeemenng :D loml
56. First vacation: dont rmb,tokyo,toronto,aust?
58. First pair of trainers: since i was able to walk

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: air
60. Drinking: H2O
61. I'm about to: start doing some chinese
62. Listening to: clothes off- gym class heroes
63. Waiting on: not you :D done my wait,i came,i saw,i burnt the place to the ground.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: not with a legit male hahah
65. Get Married?: not with a legit male
66. Career?: i want to own an art gallery in nyc,yes im dreaming BIG

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyezz
68. Hugs or kisses: kisses,not through the phone,wheres the fun in that.
69. Shorter or taller: i want to grow taller.
70. Older or Younger: i dont need a major age gap.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneos,leave to other to me luhh
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both -_- otherwise its a little weirdly proportioned.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.because i actually annoy myself when im loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: depends
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: we're going to paint the town blue :D

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: spin the bottle?
77. Drank hard liquor: scotch.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nooo
79. Sex on first date: verbal,we shouted fk ___ at esplanade area
80. Broken someone's heart: >:}
82. Been arrested: not really
83. Turned someone down: >:}

84. Cried when someone died: im not that heartless.
85. Fallen for a friend?: for a day.better of friends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: not in all aspects.
87. Miracles: only in coincidences.
88. Love at first sight: maybe?donchhh knnnooow
89. Heaven: not really
90. Santa Claus: dear police please arrest the fat bastard in red breaking into ppls house.
91. Kiss on the first date: -_- yea
92. Angels: no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: >:}
95. Did you sing today?: yea
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: >:}
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 2 years
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: someones birthday.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: afraid no.skeptical yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: no, because im not doing this on facebook

A2 for

Mother

Tongue,

COME

TO

ME!!!!!!!

sublime,
bye

jolie:but thousand island goes better with seaweed salad :E omg i've been telling you weird random stuff havent i,so weirdddddd :B
/: yea

2009-05-27T21:26:00.003+08:00

Forte

:DDDDD heard blood sucks,still, i might go watch it to support jjh

scouting for watches.scouted all day.think im going to end up with the gshock one :V damn you adidas watch.passed through CKtangs today,mad,like jungle/war.saw the S***K shoe i liked,the prices are slashed a head off,from $255 - $50+ made in protugal,BUTTTTTT,yes theres always a fking but,sorry no size.damn i thought having larger feet would benefit me,look now,just look.

time to pretend,
bye

van: and you must gimme big ang bao for not stealing ryeo won awayyyyyyy :P
seaweedsalad:remind me to give you a bottle of thousand island for your birthday. i think mix with the saeweed not bad :B
brenda: raisinsssss hmmmm eeee i dont like the GOLDEN raisins.sunmaids ones still not bad.bloody you nv come today, i bet you played l4d
/: go search on youtube
passer: dao....why would i smile to ppl i dont even know,a bit mad uh :T and its tiring to smile.have i not smiled back at you before or something?maybe next time :D my height was 163.4 the last time i took.weight 50kg? i forgot.hahah you matching compatability uh! :S
gracelynn: GRAZE THE GRASS. dont be jealous uh im bent to win flattest and biggest teeth :BBBB and i bought new markers *insert pervy face* youre dead.

2009-05-25T21:37:00.003+08:00

SWAG,don't think just smack it.
difference of one letter.

damnnnnnnnnnn i fucking love it.

flea on saturday.virtually nothing i could buy.but i still got some gain*insert some pervy face* and please,if you're going to say "that looks like cassandra" while turning around,make sure your bf's on your left,because it might just be me.damn awkward and funny,but it provided me enough entertainment to stand around while the rest were diving for bargains.

bloody i saw the harem pants i wanted to buy,sadly they had a pair of legs sticking through it alrdy :T oh well,gmarket i love you.although im lazy,thanks for having everything i want.im going broke on taxi fares and pants .and the taxi fares arent even for me to rush home or anything,they bring me to FAR off places,then i end up a lil'broke and then i'd walk,run,bus,train down home -_- okay its all worth it :D

my right forearms hair has been spontaneously standing for a few times today.it freaks me out.some asshole said "somethings" holding my hand.fuck mann get lost, my hands not for you.

bachang days approaching.i reaallllyyy miss my PoPo :{ i miss her bachang.i regret not helping out in the production process,but i remember the times she laughed at me when i ate 3 bachangs in a row.such fond memories.

chinese Os coming round the corner.its hovering above everyones heads.chinese intensive is killing me.im trying my best now.i feel a little improved.GOOD :D okay way to go.

no room for mushy,
bye

amanda: okay if you insist :N
seaweedsalad: hahah i will never forget your p4 story. you should submit it to FML,everyone will vote "you deserved it"
huh: i think i'll die of horor at all the dicks
van: : P _|_ MILKSHAKKKEE :D i want to go drink
passer: uhh most likely poly. why?
revoke: okay...i dont want to go to your sch :B
brenda: oh let me enjoy this for a while

2009-05-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

Sincerely,with none of my heart.

MUST READ.better than any movie i've caught this yr,beats "taken" by 3%.someone should really make a movie out of this one.

Gee, how i wished i'd stayed at home today.damn tiring,doing chinese all day, becomes so robotic and dry.my work had better pay off, i swear,i don't want to sit for chinese Os TWICE.
&
Os sure is a very money sucking national event -..- buy more ten yr series/buy more calculators/buy more pens.....andddddd anything that will take more than 2 hours of your time,suddenly becomes far less important, everything stops in wait for o lvls to be over,no wonder there are so many bian tai ppl burning books after Os.they mustve really hated preparation, i get it now....its not weird.... to film yourself tearing up your o lvl schedule,slowly,into micro bits,while laughing like a freak,hahah :V

will you pick your life or a guarantee for a scholastic justification?
a pimple plantation or a clean and clear forehead?
implantation of facts or visual excitement?

so much weighing to do -_-

"i care for studies.
i know im trying a little harder
im not really trying am i" :I

okay im going to read dong bin bei yuan, so i can ooze with envy at how all the cheena thiongs manage to effortlessly get their essay published.

well,folks you must've noticed the self encouragements i posted for meeshelfhh. but heres one more.i will succeed,because i can and i want to.

vika's collar bone is in other words-sexy?,
bye

seaweedsalad: and your hairs so dry its on fire :B oh no!
the imposter? : okay good job
d: bloody, im never playing that game again.
/: the imposter wasnt offensive anyway.
van: EEEE look like.the face shape.so you getting divorce with ryeo won?
huh: preferences doesn't change gender.im a female.i go to the female toilet.its a nice place,maybe you should visit it with me :B

2009-05-19T21:44:00.002+08:00

Doors/fringes/dust

what the buh-loody :I )))) * hahah i like this fatkid face*

moods up:

results collection day 2- getting better.
i can finallyyyyy finish playing my favourite songgg,damn happy.
THIS is damn amusing.
tumblrs makes my soul happy to read.REALLY
AND i finally caught red thread and fighting spiders -_- sorry a lil' outdated uh
ANDDDDD some asshole so nice to buy me dark chocolate kitkat.are you trying to make me standout with fats?
okay chocolates make me happy.so im kinda happy.but i makes me very sarcastic hahah

BUT

i realised that shy ppl annoy me.not the genuinely shy ppl.but the ones that miraculously get your email,add you and send you some fucktard stuff. REALLY _|_ its damnnnnnnnnnn stupid if you're going to send me " hahah/hehe/teehee/hi(followed by a fullstop and nothing else)/ and other smiley faces". GET STRAIGHT to conversation if you must. okay i dont know how the hell you phrase this. but i really hate ppl wasting my time thinking i'll be delighted to entertain like some damn clown. AND PLEASE,dont ask me if i know you,its not intelligent and downright cbtastic. AND HELLO WHOS THE PERSON THAT CALLED ME TO ASK " do you know who i am" i didnt give birth to you -..- how am i supposed to know.

senorita talk,
bye

;:i dont know what to reply mann
van: FM is the sex mann
amanda: alter-ego = twin.

2009-05-18T17:17:00.007+08:00

Abstraction ⌂

MINZY :{ B

SAT-TURD-DAY

i took this photo okay!

SUPPORT THE local/int. DANCE SCENE!

kill it tse, kill it

DAMNNNN mann. this is one album i'd rather buy than download.

okayyy today was a fart bag.maths result PHHHMMMMFFFTTTT.chinese result PHHHMMMFFFFFTTT :F at least i passed. work it harder make it better,do it faster makes us stronger!hustle! im sure i'll do WAYYYY better next time -_- anyway im glad the "thing" blew over, my fault.now,lets melt like butter.

freedom to love
smaking smiles onto ppls faces.just watch,dont talk.

caution: if you're sick of love,you might vomit.but otherwise its gr8

okay sooo pizza hut was innnnnerrestttinggg. my gila bong, i've never seen someone with such tight pants.

okayyyyy sooo tmws the GREAT result day, anything we have left in us would be drained,flushed out,filtered and forced down our throats.

curleeee,
bye

vann: :=B shes cheating on you!
;: :I
amanda: i didnt chase boron it was casshole! my alter ego
brenda: -..-
van : mind as well _|_
richa: omg bitch you never tell me about cannaaaaaadaaaa :D

2009-05-11T01:09:00.004+08:00

Don't be a hero
pray to be a reason. fail to be a cause

in my best efforts to STUDY
we ended going mad,REALLY MAD. but out of the 10+/20+ shots only a few are considered exposable.the rest are scandalous/explicit/scary/too violent :D

oh, happy mothersday (minus 1 hour 23 minutes)

did you get your mother anything?

well,i missed the zouk flea :( so sad. but at least i got to eat myFAVOURITE tiramisu at old airport road.otherwise i think my sadness could overrun my nerves and i'll just pop. okay,it sounds weird for me to sound so interested in fleas.but i wanted to go -_- i have MULTIPLE reasons.

matters of the heart/heart for the matter/as a matter of fact.

perfekt.

"i wonder.why i'm still online. i'm staring at one thing,waiting for it to dissapear,thats my dismissal bell."

today i went youtubing classical guitar vids and its annoying cause theres no no nocturne in Eb for guitar. :T thats just ironic.that song was one of the 1000000 reasons for learning to guitar.too bad.

i've been reading a lot of yet-to-be-discovered artist and i really feel inspired :D i suddenly wished to have more time,money,power to do some art stuff i always wanted to do.like an anonymous hugging wall or a naughty movement.aiming to bring the Y back into the youth and the L back into love. like cadbury said, "wouldnt it be nice?". i can always dream though.like the dog my parents promised to let me keep.....still inspired is a step up from feeling buttheaded-to-a-wall(a wall called failure).

okay so long.im tired.like whats new

cheap,
bye

;: your names super convinient to type.;;;;;;;;;;;; :S
bigspender: wtft's with you mann.its law: run before you dissapoint.
amanda:i forgot what happened to the balloon :U
yirou: oh please i want/need a toothpick more than you :D

2009-05-06T18:14:00.002+08:00

S.S.E.
LOML right?

i just like the picture,dont think so far.

no wonder theres birdflu,wtf are you feeding birds with mann

OH BOY,HAVE YOU GROWN FAT
"how have you been?ohh okay.bye."changes after a long time.time lapse.serious.we've changed.i lost/forgotten the reason why the reaction took place.its gone.

thinking bout changing to tumblr,its super intriging with its artist fan base.

well,today was-screwed. fk mann, my chem... careless.nb.nuvuhmiond. A.math was worse,shouldve dropped it while its hot. im supposed to know all the shit,but i just dont, make me feel stupid only. tmw's emath, i PRAY mann that its going to be easyyyyy.

but then again which asshole isnt prepared to fail midyears. its anal.

the vicious cycle of 5 letter-ed names is freaking me out. could life be so damn planned in a cryptic manner.left right,left right. brain beat,brain beat.long short.near far.just go carve yourself in stones.going mad,just mad.

MUST VIEW,mega dope.
FLESH

fuck you draculas

okay im VERYYY tired ,like never before.

look at them,
bye

brenda: DUHHHH
june: its been 4 mnths. so fast. i'll go,only if you'll spend one full day with me/us
; : thank you semicolon :D
amanda: haha you can always go celebrate in our names in the canteen.

2009-05-02T00:19:00.006+08:00

i just had to blog because of ONE thing : ITS A SHORT FILM,

if you don't watch it you can go die.seriously.
another reason to love Schweppes.

revelation?
my take;
run from doubt,race with hesitation,speak of love.

2009-05-01T22:31:00.003+08:00

& here comes the guest.

CANT WAIT FOR the madness!

okay, yst's SOP was good for eyes. rushed home after sch,brenda stalk me to my house. she saw something seriously embarrassinggggg (think good thoughts).went off to play L4D serious madness,when we got out i felt super tired,worse than ...... uhhh 2.4.-_- then met up with the 2x Ws and caught the show.

seriously PL fashion show mann, i felt like a clown,but quite fun to dress up and act seh uh :D i looked like some thrown away homeless prom date that just came back from zombie war. the show was gooddddd,i really like the viva la vi/1000 paper cranes/guzheng/______ ( fill in your cca here if it makes you feel happy). gave flowers,took pictures,got hit by a lot of ppl,i felt happy for all the syf ppl,pl spirit so strong SIAL! and yea i realised our school is a happy place :B suddenly Pl so cute uhhhh.but,by the end of it my head was ringing with the wind, caught supper and everybody trailed home,didnt really say goodbye to everyone,think we were all tired -_-

well,there goes our last bit of fun before all the LOVELY tests.

woke up buh-loody tired today,like hangover.

E-minor of my life,
bye

vann: awwwwww i dont know how to continue the rest of the song,but you deserve the rest of it :B
brenda: dont jealous she picked me
amanda: hahahaha youre joking? MITs one of the only few ccas without farewell.

2009-04-28T20:39:00.004+08:00

Below,lies a charming conversation waiting to be read

awww?

favourite :D DBM

please read this with a sense of humour,

gay-good :T

please,dont be dumb. okay well, did any of you kiddos read the new issue of BROADER PERSPECTIVES? its on gender issues.well,i really dont like being named or anything,but oh well,ppl like to classify specifically.so specifically,i fall under the third species of humankind.hahaha

AND, well if you have any alteration services needed,
PLEASE HEAD DOWN TO PENINSULA!
basement.
BALI custom tailors are the old pros!
and the old lady so cute and nice :D
B1 -20

walauzzzz everyones stressing over SOP.seriously,its the pl fashion show? i love our attitude mann."we're going to the symphony of praise to support our friends AND oh yes, by the way, dress super up scale and impress all eyes." BUT the thing is that the pressures contagious.so,good luck to all.look super ridiculous if it makes you comfortable in your seats.

today was alright,just that a math is REALLY REALLY making me feel stupid.i really feel stupid when i cant do something that looks like a letter and a few numbers -..- a few ppl went home in the middle of the day, hope that all are well.

we're being so fking suggestive/digestivezzz,
bye

brenda AND vann: YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS CAUSE I HAVENT RECIEVE SPAMMSSS :B :B WHATEVER MAJOR LOSER XOXOX DO THE HAIRFLIP GIRLFRIENDD

amanda: oh yes that pathetic bonding thing hahah. im glad ccas finito muhahah

2009-04-25T22:03:00.006+08:00

Chasin' tails

serious fans mann

look ma its a trend now!

actually,i dont have any particular reasons to blog today.lacking in inspiration,but then i remembered that BRENDA say i never reply to her tag yst.just got back from SWEE-MENG! 21m dive a-okay.

the weathers seriously fked.
the sun hurts your skin,so i didnt step out today,esp because i am broke for the day :D

yst:
played L4D at brendas with vanna.high-larious.the zombie groans are ultimate.and watching vanna scream at the screen,esp when the witch zombie comes,"SHH witch,turn off your flashlights".then they discovered my habit of scoping with the screen.left at 9 plus.i still rmb the taxi car plate number okay! SHB3017L

break free,
bye

vann: *cry* *touch my own face* *red eyes* OMG RUN
amanda: haha reallyyyy wait how did i know you mann
eunice: congrats on your gold WITH HONOURS,you've been stuck with it FOR A LONG LONG TIME :D
brenda: hah you sent twice,idiot.omg all of shouting when the zoey couldnt get on the plane hahahhaha i shall rmb it and make a slideshow.
hyw: who are you? you should like the holy matrimony speech -_-

2009-04-21T18:31:00.016+08:00

better than 1000 sorrys

OH,MY

PHONE

GOT(KENA)

CONFISCATED

DON'T

CONTACT

ME

(:(

):)

this is my chance to be aloof.

haha even better.

oh and happy belated birthday,okay maybe i was the first to wish you yst alrdy.anything hope you grow fat with the food.omg i just realise you're holding my hand -..- OMG WHAT?! later get caught hahahah

self psyco-ing

"WE HAVE A PACT! WE HAVE A PACT!we will be brave.we will run ,crawl,jump just to get there! "

"I WILL STUDY! I WILL STUDY!"

"I CAN PASS,SURE CAN PASS!"

"I WILL IMPRESS MY GUITAR TEACHER BY PRACTISING!"

"GO TSE! GO TSE!"

"I WILL SUCCEED!"

well,despite the lack of luck today and yesterday,getting chased out of class and getting my phone nabbed AND NOT BEING ABLE TO PARTICIPATE IN FREE CONE DAY,i must say i don't mind. i deserve bad karma.i've never felt so responsible for something and yet so disappointing.

there's someone way better for you,
bye

2009-04-19T20:58:00.004+08:00

Go ahead,the choice is yours

brendas birthday lunch/dinner + movie

frankys no.1 y'all! just this couple of days,after 2 great big sagas, i suddenly had a revelation....sch friends are important,infact they could be the ones you'll keep all the way,you can't dettach yourself from this. i love my friends (love is heavy heavy word)

F&F4 was okayyyy but c'mon we are the fast and furious 5 !

good evening :D shit,its monday tmw.good thing is that sch food prevents me from eating anything much,bad things that we're drawing nearer to the bloody midyears and that i have to wake up bone-early.

oh boy, a maths/e.math is going to fk me up realy bad this time. i keep telling myself to study because thats what im supposed to do,blah blah blah,it just proves to show i dont stick to plans.forget it mann,QUICK FOCUS ON STUDIES! go go go go go!

um its been a super tiring day.the morning sucked big time,i really suck at saying stuff that doesnt result well.so to make myself happy,like thousands of kapo singaporeans,i went to see "uniqlo" however you spelt that,around 4-5,i think its ridiculous that there was a Z queue -..- i didnt queue uh! and T1 had a fountain leak that spilled through the whole basement.i kinda pissed me a little but then i had a drink and it was all better.the malls not bad i like the vibe. bus-ed to sengkang thereafter.i officially declare bus 27 the best bus ride.

i really hate to go out all day and feel oily,its annoying gross.

you deserve better,
bye

van: vanna.cqy so cute worhzxzxz
d.nice: haha thankssss idk how to repay you via food mann.i hoe your head turns into a football so you can meet your fav team :D
;: i honestly dont know,how am i suppose to know,its not like i eyecandy myself lol
amanda: hello,oh horh! i nv see you go for cca
brenda: hahah i would be the most likely to get caught for drink driving ,even when i didnt -..- tamade SUAY.

2009-04-14T00:09:00.003+08:00

heartless wonder
shoot.

the new borat; "bruno!" sacha baron cohen is a genius.

some other stuff

the hangover looks indie as well.

something pretty

i sound tired.yes im tired.why so angry/sad/happy/excited/sleepy? idk.

Houston we have a problem in my brain.i might have said this before.but if humans could voluntarily fork a portion of their brains out,i gladly take it on to discard some grey spots.namely one. haha maybe denise's right, i need "treatment",she thought chemo was a psychology treatment.

poor rojak eating ppl,such a twist of fate caused by rojak.

in her worst but nicest attempts:
denise: if a kid A and kid B plays with fire and burns down their ken and barbie house.whos fault is it?
me: your mother,why she never stop them.

denise:if you pushed someone who wanted to commit suicide,whos choice was it?
me: god

denise: if i died what will you do
me: bury you.

then she went off to watch football.thanks anyway luhhhh.

don't jump!,
bye

dharsh: but they update quite slow now,after easter.
brenda: i givupzzzz.i dont get it. saya ta tau.just makan pau. kuang qie kuang qie.

2009-04-11T11:01:00.002+08:00

metal taste.

oh boy how was your good friday? been good?

whoohoo cant wait for the "on the white" artshow.sounds masive powderfulllll.

well i was walking around hougang central yst,and there was this "everything sold here" kinda store that was blasting prerecorded sales promotioning.suddenlyyyy there was a change of accent, " tutbrush,tutpaste.aneething to clean your tut also have". im not racist uh.its just mind blah-sting,reminded me of russel peters.

theres i need to do:
geog assignment
self apraisal
over due tuition homework ( yes,i havent touched it)
&
REVISEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (everybody arnd me has started,and i just realised that june 1st (EQUALS) THE chinese Os)

somethings wrong with me,i need someone to slap me mannnn. i can still happily read FML entries lol.

look its a flying cow,
bye

brenda: lol which just now?
star: uhhhhhh?its not like its compulsory for upper sec ppl to talk to lower sec and vannas right, im not google,idk the whole lower sec,i only rmb ppl i've spoken to at least ONCE,in sentance structure.
vanna: ni she ge fei wu de peng you :B

2009-04-07T21:03:00.003+08:00

Your Poker Face is as Good as Mine
probability of you and her= 1, congrats you have and baby.

tiresome,tiresome,tiresome.tsk

people change people
words change people
ideas change people
ambition change people
experience change people
within ourselves we change our own "people"

the last lines,what matters.people choose to be who they want to become.its the pursuit of change that shapes people.im still pursuing mine.guilt is too loathsome,tiresome and fucked up,it wears you down.its created by consciously trying to suffocate your own conscience,by refusing change,by refusing a correction to the mistake.

i think we're all guilty.

this whole situation has no definite solution and no definite explanation (right and wrongs) because it all depends how you want to pan into it.

i feel like going into a nunnery and come out after 5 yrs.

i want to go back to sec1,
bye

shobi: :D idk what to say,just smile :D
k: yayyyyyyy

2009-04-01T23:23:00.005+08:00

happy 333rd post.

coincidentally i saw the number of post.so koollll. anyway happyapril fools? no pranks this year,like the last. i wouldve like trashing the school with toilet paper,but that would probably result in toilet paper shortage, and i dont want to wipe my ass with my finger.had ichallenge soccer today, fun,but energy lvl dropped at the end,i was too tired to function on my way home.plus, some body sucker kicked me in the shin.good job. lucky, i made it home and out again. town late at night during weekends....wow,so clean.hello richa thanks for tonight ( dont stray and think anywhere else )

and im right.

sec 4 is the unglam year

you will loose your energy to look good,and you will completely loose interest in school socialisation. i've found ppl who agreed okay.matter of fact, no more ce = loosing the need to look outstanding? maybeee uh. im just glad i had all the fun i needed in the last 3 years.

solicitse me with something worth my time,
bye

2009-03-30T19:38:00.011+08:00

Searching for a numerical value
my distaste for my biological sperm donor (aka;father) is googolplex (yes this is a word)

boy,what a ~~lovely~~ cuntfaced day

edit: "blog love not war"

i HATE it when ppl seep into your life through others comment.if you want to know a person,dont get through by listening to some whatsoever friends comments ,you might think that persons my bestest budd, so mature and well written out, but you cant be more wrong.

gee,my vocabulary turns multicoloured when im pissed.sounds to drama mama,wth.please dont let this post be an influence to you,we must all learn to have tolerence,until we reach our limits.

tues lessons are a dread,got some chinese speech class thing in the morning,die, i cant even pronounce char siew and the thought of waking up so early killzzzz me.

so indie,so cool,so awesome

bruce lee vs iron man ?! WHAT?

it doesn't pay to be the goodfellas,
bye

shobi: get well soon!:T
van: i got a fetish for my kicks,fetish for my shoes,fetish for my hoodie.... WHOO!
richa: yeshhh ma'am! :D
h:walauuu you make it sound like im bullying you mannnn :P haha that song serious old skoolzzzz

2009-03-29T02:14:00.003+08:00

now that you've got my attention speak:

" with every waking heart beat, i grow weak in my conviction and i break to the final question"

2009-03-27T19:10:00.011+08:00

Righteous
archer.
just plain
righteous.

I love my
house & archer crew'09
for wanting this
as much as i did.

WE WON MASS CHEER.
jump jump jump to the ceiling!

i sweat like nv before.

rewarded myself with food at liangcourt with vanna/pene/pzy

so im happy.kinda.... i cant feel my hands hahah

this song is the sex.

uhhhhh okay so um yes i have to do some shit quiz,the quiz looks like some 40 year old virgin online dating specifications.thanks glenda,thanks a lot.im not dwelling into the qns uh,just casually answering your qns,no reference to anybody.

do you agree that the person you like,is never the person that likes you?
that depends on how many ppl you like.if you like 1000000000 theres definately one that likes you back (? unless youre really beyond hope ) if you like 1 then i dont think so. omg wtf am i saying.never is a strong word.so no.

do you agree that you would love a person more than the person loves you?
. no . unless somehow the person manages to change my perception of everything small and great.

do you have a type?
hahahahahahahahahahaha.shit. this question again.yes?no? i've been noted that i dont like ppl anywhere tanner than myself? million watt smile=check yes juliet.uhhhhh i think that if someone can pull of something as simple as american apparels,jeans and shirt,then great. and i walk right to broken ppl sometimes.

do you think you're superficial?
........................................................................suddenly these couple of weeks im seeing the beauty of character.or was it "excitement",anything luhhhhh.

do you need someone to make you feel important?
not really

do you see the need to celebrate valentines extravagantly?
ummm depends? i think any asshole in the chasing/honeymoon period will do something great.

would you treat your secret admirer poorly?
wow, i was just telling someone the other day. nah, because who would want the person they like to treat them like shit,so vice versa. but i feel annoyed by the idea of it, if you want to know someone,be at the right place at the right time and say something( not the one word kind uh)

would you like the idea of being a phase?
hell no.

do you think you're easy to understand?
i think it has to come naturally. im a secret introvent.

finally,friends or family or lover?
lover? who cares about the world when theres only one,provided that the person could tie one down.

5 people you want to pass this quiz to:
penelope/brenda/vanna/dharsh/shobi.

well the quiz was quite self revealing,
bye

2009-03-26T21:23:00.015+08:00

VOTE RED!

TOMORROW,is war/fun/finale/beginning/SPORTSDAY!

sooo uhhhhh, i did something to calm my freaking nerves......
i somehow tried to assure myself that all my effort will reap something.I KNOW IT WILL( please god?) haha okay....sure.

oright,tomorrows the BIG DAY.what matters is the fun :D skipped guits thanks to archer errands.

ARE YOU READY ARCHER?!
FIERY RED HOT AND ACTION PACKED!

i think in going bonkers :B

i have one favour to ask ppl. because i wont be bringing a camera( cause i wont be free to take care of it or what so ever) i urge you to take pictures with me HAHAHAHAHA, okay the me part,joking(half half). just take pictures of sports day,TAKE MORE! MO'PICTURES hommie!

okay enough,
BYE

2009-03-24T00:22:00.003+08:00

i hope you feel burnt?

2009-03-23T19:48:00.003+08:00

Inner demons
let it go

okay first day of sch,i know i sound sian-ed but,i was actually quite happy and high due to my lack of sleep and DESPITE being partially blind.my eyes were watering and i had the weird double eyelid thing again.AND i have a bloody load of late tuition work, owe the old man 2 weeks of work,can die.i really hate tuition this year,thank my @$!^&$% that i have it once a week for 1.5 hours.

oh and i have a sudden crave of dessert bowls waffle and "fear of flying" playing while i eat.shit i want to go chomps now.but i just went on fri!? i should just camp there.

I took a picture of a girl I once knew
I kept it here incase I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room
But instead you left
And now I'm sitting with my head on the dashboard
Push the seat back and close my eyes
I had this dream that I was on an airplane
afraid to fly
So i tipped my head to the side and I whispered
to this man that was in the isle
I said "do you know how long it takes before we die?"
and then I rolled awake

Take me back to the person I used to be
When you were there for me
I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please
Way back when we were stupid
Held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?

I stop your breathin everytime Im around girl
Your body's sweatin and your hands start to shake
I know you can't control your eyes but i know that your looks are fake
So tease me once and I'll swear to forget
how it feels when youve got nothing left
well take it slow and only work at it sometimes
Oh yeah..

Take me back to the person I used to be
When you were there for me
I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please
Way back when we were stupid
Held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?

I took a picture of a girl I once knew
I kept it here incase I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room
But instead you left
And oh you left

Take me back to the person I used to be
When you were there for me
I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please
Way back when we were stupid
Held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?

bad woman,
bye

bre: i just posted yay no more brenda at the tagboard.

2009-03-19T00:01:00.001+08:00

wheres the cancer stick.

2009-03-17T23:49:00.008+08:00

truth betold
"people do change,some change in a pretence to make the world look prettier, doll."
its funny how yellow makes you banana happy.

hello upturn people of the world.

mvsp;OH MY GILA. initial game -..- stewpeet girl, on the phone, wahpiannnngggg. talk until ear burn.our long dist relationsip so kool but failing sial

anyway,besides that,i had a brainbursting idea! i felt like doing something for 4b1. dont need to say aww, good deeds are meant to be coincidentally overlooked. still its just a "plan to",if im free tmw then i'll do it! :D i also plan to jog/swim tmw(just one luh) buttttt, my knees been aging faster than i these days.havent rain alrdy pain like fk,cant bend my left leg in peace and i had a sudden surge of irregular heart beats yst,i ran for hot cocoa.sometimes i wonder if i would meet an imminent death.

been kinda busy.im sorry if i asked if you were free this hol and didnt give you confirmation on respective dates.i hate to text people now and my enthusiasm to set dates and confirm dates even lower.

i've been reading,watching tv,growing fats andddddddd playing fur elise and moonlight sonata after tuition today.no i havent filed my SS/chem/lit stuff :T its still in my head, im just to busy being lazy.

downturn of the day :
bastard (D_d- fill in the blanks ) was being an awful bitch today.

EYESPAWELLZUSS

smettere di generare la gente,
bye

mildred: where gottt everyone so ahlianish pretty!
brenda: aye i got worse photossssss shhhh :T

2009-03-14T15:26:00.002+08:00

something randommmmmmmmmm.
im at mvsp's(my hommies) hse now. shes super chao ah liannnnn! dont let her looks fool you beware mann bewarrreee, heed my warning stay away!plus uh,shes cheeebyeeee skinny ,the bone jutt everywhere.cannot go near her!
seriously i dont want you alrdy luh,everytime i see you i get new bruise : P
mah pwetty face dead and gone alrdy leh! how?!

oh noo shes next to me all this while
HAHAHAHAH

*cut off*

R.I.P

2009-03-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

Rain On Icecream
this is how i would describe the end

hokay. today was um.. productive? class race was like a mission to steal icecream from little kids and i must say something. YU XIANS SISTER damn $#!$%!@$^ bluddy cute :D shobi, work it harder make it better do it faster makes us stronger! chem prac was blending my brain away, my prac paper was soaked with dil.nitric acid,dil water and the burnt splinter marks,clap hands.

okay im going to sleep. tired.very tired.super tired.fell asleep right infront of david the guitar teacher.

boyoh boy,tmws meet the parents session........old mans going,i think i can die in shame.im hoping that because he cant really speak english and mr lim cant speak cantonese,i'll roll along.

when the rain stops,
bye

pene: PUSH!
shobi: :D
ms foong: eeee wo dont want.you owe me something uhhhhh

2009-03-06T22:55:00.004+08:00

Endless streams of greed.
want.must posses.must have. desire.lust- words of greed

Docking from Mato Atom on Vimeo.WHAT ARE YOU THINKING UH>!
PSTTTT highlight here >> (its the docking of a spaceship -..-)

PERFECT MOVIE? hope so,has one of the few appealing actress to me ( shes the katy peryy look/sound alike from yesman) and actor ( hahah who wldve guessed i had one?but "brick" was too good of a movie,go watch if you havent,but its an indie movie so generate braincells before you watch otherwise you wont get it, like some muahchee inside joke) HALF BLOOD PRINCE'S also coming up,YES i watch HP.i definitely prefer it to twilight which i have not watched.maybe its the story ORRR maybe is emma watson,so pretty, oh no. THERES still transformers 2, the last house on the left (super wicked twisted psycho film,likely to be good) AND theres "the haunting connecticut!

i wont mind putting up with greenhouse warming.lucky bastards

well,trying to keep my moods up.bet you cant tell.rule number one, nv sulk and dread everyones day. SMILE- get brain high.anywayyyyy im glad for school, it really takes your mind off stuff,although shobi didn't come to school today ( CHEER UP) .hits are nicer to watch than participate.knees being a bitch,but its all good :D my social studies are number one,6/7 section A (are you eggxited now?) 1/8 section B hahahah,inglorious bastard. im beginning to see something,i must look super uncultured hahaha.but maybe thats who i am, NEI HAN's more important and you should be shen bu ke ce! doing so damn many cheenise compo/test is driving me mad and turning me into a cheena pork (sounds kinda racist)

anyway,im glad to have my cts results.it has nothing to do with scores -_- i just want to know results (good or bad). the point is im glad the whole freaking CT ordeal its over.take test,finish test, WAIT ...WAIT,yes finally results.then we can all die in peace :B

realise theres a lot of "lasts" this year.last sports day/hits in pl.Last badminton/netball match to go support. Last CT.Last start of a new year in pl. wow. sounds depressing,because theres a certain fear of uncertainty.im just moving along with the flow now -_- okay i must be super sleepy now, im beginning to think and yet not function properly,so ironic.

fear of falling,
bye

pene: CHAO AH LIANZXZXZX. my brain dont function like that okay :###### O

2009-03-05T19:21:00.002+08:00

IM VERYY HUNGREEEE.

oh no, i think im not functioning well. MAEDEH MAEDEH (?) super over hyper and friendly today :V haha i need pain killerzzzz.whooo i think i wont be late for guitar for the first time after soo longggg.YAY FOODS READYYYYYY! MAKAN TIME!

eat,sleep, fetch!,
bye

2009-03-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

No means No

pene saki ah!

this is why i love my phone,despite being not outstanding.i has one function that i L-O-V-E.

i think sunday is affecting me.i've been stoning A LOT,i even faced the wall and closed my eyes thinking of some other way out,BUT now i dont really care cause i have something to say. im not going for the birthday girl or the other guests or any of the drama shit, im going only because i promised ONE person to go.Cause if she goes alone,she'll be stigmatised by the recent going ons. we'll get through this sunday thing together, fullstop.

went to watch the netball match.realised that it'll be the last netball match i'll watch while in pl :D

anything/whatever/drink water,
bye

vanna/pene/hanya : EEE i still dont get it..... pene ah?
asdasd: lol good for you.i'll tell you when youre older.
klj: its not like i commited a crime.
brenda : yes, very not girl not boy. thats me

2009-02-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

two words : FKING COOL/MIND BLOWING or three words :fking mind blowing!.the point is i can't wait

It's Your Ride from Cinecycle on Vimeo
give them an ad award.NOW.

if you're not laughing ,youre not funny.MURSTTT WARTCHHHH,swear on my mother

okay, i finally did something with the weird shrub of hair at the side of my face and i finally think i need a comb( incase you're wondering,i havent combed my hair for 4 years? i use my handy hands,push here push there.done) okay im taking cock,and my nehneh is pickpocking(brendas quotes are handy sometimes) so anyway, today,IS THE DAY.i finally finally feel liberated from *some stuff* GOODD,GUDDDD,GR8! haha yeshhh imma velly secretive person.

soooo almost at the end of the ever fktastic CT,my last in pl.hmm good and bads.physics left me stoned and abit loose.i want to drop amath,but im not failing yet,so go on,go on,just like how rihanna wants to go on with chris brown,GO ON ^^

schools become a very small fry to me now.no more happening stuff,going to sch is strictly for studying and a wee bit of socialising now.maybe its the same every batch,but graduating ppl really dont care to look good in sch anymore,at least thats how i feel right now-cant wait to rip the pinafore off :B GREECE THIS YEAR GREECE THIS YEAR :D my dream destination,COMING TO ME THROUGH PLANES THIS NOVEMBER :D :D :D :D :D

loeiling:lol i was kidding,but if you insist :X haha
brenda: you're talking without topic sentence again lol,freddy?FRIDAY THE 13th! GI JOE LOOKS DAMN NICE!
K: it took me a while to realise you're you.i shall take that as a compliment cause without me there'll be no room :D

2009-02-15T00:50:00.006+08:00

ST.VALENTINES (minus 50 minutes)

HELLO WORLD,

i lost my phone again,

so sorry if i cant reply your messages or calls.

leave your name and number somewhere visible,

no need to send greeting cards uh -..- AND I DIDNT LOOSE MY PHONE ON PURPOSE OKAY ^^ lg/blackberry $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

THANK YOU GOD FOR :M)

trust,
bye

wl: okayyyyyyyy,anything/whatever/drink water!h20
olivia: haha the mas selamat thing?
ngoh: okay,same to you

2009-02-13T18:19:00.002+08:00

MONOGAMY
"mama imma gonna marry that girl one day"

WW- WO WANT!

still hungry? this is why you're FHARTSZCXVCVAERG

hello world,

happy valentines day in advance.

gee,i dont quite know what to say,im supposed to be feeling happy for tmw (S),but my mood sucks this couple of days,got no engergy at all. i cant even screw my face into a smile when im happy.

really dont know if i can take my o'lvls, i must be the laziest in my class,how now brown cown could you tell me how to bow?i care about studies,just not enough :B think im going to fail my a.math throught out the year :( im trying god im trying.

lastly,LYNDON IS THE MAN OF 4B1.

DESSERT BOWL BETTER OPEN TOMORROW OTHERWISE I BURN THE SHOP :B,
bye

olivia: hahah i know you love the line.
loei ling:done.
mangocake: haha got another flavour not?
yu xian: omg youre becoming my new stalker :S

2009-02-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

seasons in the sun

maybe its just me,but i think its safe to say,
we'll miss you with every beat of our hearts.
goodbye,have a good life in perth.

2009-02-09T19:21:00.005+08:00

Vienna beacons for you
yes,sex sells.but i still wished we didnt play these games.

:D " OWH MAYE GAWD"

let the road sign hacking begin.

yea its a face slimmer,its reportedly to have WORKED,cept its also known to cut out oxygen and cause RASH :D

firstly, i didnt know that the green dude,dipsee, was BLACK.did you? secondly,THEY CREATED THE TECKTONIK?! and lastly,i found it disturbing to have watched this when i was a kid.

WOW,long time no ____.(?) im clueless on what to blog,but had this urge cause i realised that the blogs been stagnant.schs been nothing but LIAN BI,ZOUWEN,ZOUYE & everyday theres at least homework or forgotten homework.shitfaces.

the career profiling was seriously disturbing,i dont like any of the jobs,too overly professional.i'll probably die of stress like those ppl you see on the newspaper.all the results were ____ architect or _____engineer and i also had some weird metallurgist (study metal) wth -..- at least they didnt profile me to road sweeper.

i found a new love, SEAFOOD TOFU,preservatives and all.

also,the congested air in sch is fking with me,so i think i'll probably swap for something easy to swing around :B

one reason why ppl would fear valentines- fear of being whipped permanently.

WO ♥ WATER! (H2O) damn good for you yknow!

cute face,slim waist.
bye

olivia: GAY/HAPPY/GAY/HAPPY/GAY oh who gives a fug :B
K: orkhyaysdzxzxzxzx
loei ling: hahah did i spell it right?

2009-01-30T18:09:00.002+08:00

OFFER! OFFER!
your chance to catch pl sec 4s holding tin cans asking for money,tomorrow,around NEL and raffles,clap hands clap hands.

VA-VA-VROOM day is coming! how ready are you?

flagnesday,
bye

name/anon: leave a name,human birth cert name thank you :B
hannah: who stalk who uhhhhh : P
pen: what what what the buckkkkk,bloody deejay
olivia: yesh i amzxzxzx

2009-01-22T22:58:00.004+08:00

BEING A FOOD FACE HAS A LOTTTT OF PERKS!
macdonalds is the place of inspiration :D

clap hands for the lianziest interpol wanted photo.boy,you sure fked up.

mini lee huang,another photo taking champ mann!

FINALLY AFTER DONT KNOW GOD KNOWS HOW LONG I WENT TO SLEEP AT 10 PLUS YST :D CLAP HANDS EVERY BODY! EVERYBODY DANCE!

well so i guess that'll make my whole week,considering **** is migrating,yes you know its you.we live in a place ruled by adults currently,so neither of us can do anything.im guessing no one asked you to stay seriously,but you know what,that'll be great with b&js on top.okay so happy cheena new year to you,your family and have a great time,i know you'll call so its not thatttt bad.

spoil it all by saying something stupid,
bye

chercheng: haha i cant imagine myself saying TEEHEE so gayyyzxzx.

2009-01-18T20:47:00.002+08:00

Colour red,blue & purple

buy buy buy buy

helloo, so i've checked.its been 5 days since ive posted and im posting for the sake of posting. yst was chan lee huangs BIG liony birthday,good thing i was at ikea in the morning,so i brought some retarded stuff.idk how to describe the bbq,hahahah it was a great thing they had wine,and for some reason the uncle kept stuffing us with food and i got called MEI NU,ultimate best moment,my life is now complete -..-

shit, i didnt do the physics journal assignment.its 20%,dude im so screwed.......how now polka dot cow? i dont mind just passing,but zero is OMG BADDDDD -..- SHIT,20% my holy mamak.brightside is that im so pissed with myself im laughing."i hope you have a good explaination for yourself" :B

pray for me-QUICK!,
bye

sb: HELLOOOOO :Dokay i cant think of anything to say since i just spoke to you hours ago.
olivia: THANK YOU :D
darie:hahah thank youzzzzzzzzzz
zhiying: GARVER POWER :D
emzo: hey sista from another muther! ni hao :D hahah you really missed out mann,so many your type all there :B and i shall thank you for the present before hand yah. XIE XIE.

2009-01-13T14:22:00.002+08:00

Bust a Move

tattoo show.

focus on tattoo,not the dude.

chris garver,made me feel star struck for the first time in my life,congrats.

got what we came for.

okayyyyyyyy so, my burstday is comming in a bout 9 hours and 31 minutes.didnt feel as egggxiting as i expected.

had birthday dinner on sunday with my folks,total weird whirlpool.went to some sangkalah place to look at people grow plants and smell goat shit.then headed to bugis for dinner at ma maison :D squid ink pasta,my ultimate favourite :D EAT AND EAT AND EAT.

oh i just discovered that esso mobils getting into ahlian phase,the reciept keyed in " smilex classixxxxx" ,wth.i really dont want to turn 16 so quick,i didnt have time to think of where i want to go for dinner, ended up with pitstop, cause sinema wouldnt have allowed us to eat in anyway.Everything this year seems to have been shifted forward,cny,test,exams,test,exams and its not helping that i dont feel gittery like im supposed to.but anything,i'll stick to my moral and chill it out till the night before the big Os :D great plan :D plus 16 does have its benefits i suppose .

outlook depressed,
bye

2009-01-09T20:36:00.006+08:00

In Need of Sleep
but

i never liked rings,but this looks cool :D

pene birthday outing /dharshs birthday no outing

armed,dangerous,with headband will use to knock you senseless

EUU SUCKS

?

" you look like the streetfighter character"
\
this is how we'll look when we're fat

bwendahhzxzx actu cute

hanyas first pool

and now,
heres my dream house,designed by MOS'

it has a suana and a fking dock.
its a lake house and its floating,not the kampong stilts design

another house,small but the interior rocks my brains out.designed by shed building designs.

okay fking sleepy.bye bye bye bye

magic ballo,
bye

olivia: okay awwww
K: the cca fairs tmw -..-
hby: haha that reminds me of jonas brozzzz. quick say what youre getting me :D
rich: haha youre back?youre back . oh. i.see.

2009-01-05T16:44:00.003+08:00

Pencil-biter,thumbsuckers and kiss-asses
overdue stuff:

merry xmas?

happy new year?

oright,hello.

well,going to schools been really mundane and plain but everyones still quite sunny :D .still,seeing the grey school sucks the life out of me,SLOOOWWWLYYY :P now that its my last yr,i no longer see the point in brushing up,wear uniform less fkrishly, or walk properly,(i probably look damn sampat )and its just the first day,god save the queeennnn.good news is that im happy with all my assigned teachers,esp geog,math and chinese.hope the new sitting plan doesnt screw my okay-start of the yr.as predicted,the teachers sure have a predicted choice of words to start the ball rolling- O LEVELS,congrats,its like having an unwanted child-deal with it.

heres something i havent decided on : WHERE TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY.shit.

C'MON GIMME SUGGESTIONS!

at first i wanted to book sinema,but whats there to do -..- escape's been rejected by my compraddaes.so where now funky cow?

ZOMG okay bye,got maggots load of undone homeworkkkkk.SHEET.

jump and shout,
bye

olivia: haha i didnt care i just went to sleep and it dissapeared the next day :D
hannah: HELLO :D hmmm whos the stalker mannnn,not me!
K: lol, in four times older than you! quick ask me whats my secret for looking younger than you!

2009-01-01T03:32:00.005+08:00

HELLO FRUIT CAKE (2009)
i like the number 9 :D

no,im not reminding you to watch american idol,its the day i got my birthday suit.

greetings :D gee,i actually dont feel very different,still im going to be realllll possitive bout this.

the last day of 2008 was rough

i couldnt sleep from 1am-5am
stole a can of B--R as result(hoping i dont get busted )
it was completely worthless,but i still managed to sleep in the end
woke up at 10, yes its 5 hours of sleep
went to compass in an absolutely deranged state,waited for an hour
couldn't even eat in peace,ended up having an unagi soft bone stuck in my throat
dessert bowl was closed for new years eve
cab fair from my house to bbb sheep was $15.30,OMO.
THE BONES STILL STUCK :{
theres no freaking vinegar in my house to dissolve the bone -..- SHIT

butt heres the alright parts

caught yes man with chang,its good if you didnt really like jim carrey last time,and the female lead looked like katy perry :D
FROLICK WAS STILL OPEN,the counter staff were especially nice today.i got a bit food drunk,i didnt talk properly from that point on
i got the stupid ingenius magic ball thing,beat flipping a coin
didn't go crowd buffing this year,VERY GUDDD :"D
played pool with the ever pool autistic pene,and she improved,please clap.
although most of the ppl i know were probably at marina,i was at kovan HAHAHA but i had fondue while you ppl were sweating and waiting for fire in the sky
countdown was spastically enjoyable although my speech skills were incoherent up to that point
Shelby + naan + ice cold bitter lemon = PERFECT supper.

VANNA AND BRENDA,hahahahah,so NOT funny.kewl you nxt time

very,monotonous,read this if you dont have a life or you really sensed that i got screwed up this year
my overview of 2008,not fantastic at all,i wasted a LOT of time falling for foolish things.(edit: no this is related to matters OUTSIDE school -..- )im done.what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. so,finally a fresh breath of air.im only sorry for the colletaral damage in this process,i've neglected my friends,i know.i've neglected so many ppl.i've been an idiot.i dont like to explain or ask ppl if i've cleeaned up enough,so i kept to myself for a while,pushing away anyone whos asked."we all have our darker demons",so forget that,im going to do better in 2009.

let's all say " fuck 2008, keep it moving with 2009",
bye

olivia: haha good for you
june: wth,please destroy all possible scandal allegations evidence,thank you for your cooperation
K:see you when you get you results kekekek :B

2008-12-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

last chrzmus i gave you my ________ ?

although theres no link to anything in the picture who cares!?

hahla! MERRY XXXXXXmas!

whoo ima gonna look like clown tomorrowwww but c'mon its xmas!time to be bold with colours! going to do my rounds and send xmas present,hohoho im the posting santa,surprise?!

under or over,
bye

olivia: okay go!

2008-12-24T03:12:00.003+08:00

Hye.X MAS YI-VE-YI

these :O are actually different in their ways.

do yourself a favour to brighten xmas eve and watch the video! ultimate champ dude!

ho,just ended my final day of work bout 4 hours ago :D for a month,i've been dunking fries,criscut fries,fish,chicken strips and bacon swiss as carlzxzxzx.haha press 14891341785678 if you want to complain bout uncooked food,c'mon its fast food.you wanted it that way,so suit yourself :B thank my mamak i was never a huge fast food fan otherwise i wouldve ate everything i produced,and that would amount to loads of TRANZ FATS,plus breathing in oil for hours is enough to keep me full.but the jobs not bad,it does have a lot of perks,its good enough to consider going back to :V okay thats all that happened today cause i worked from 12-11,clap for me :D

i like the dettachment we share,
bye

olivia: haha yea i finally beat the fat woman!
luvr: oh please!c'mon your name is very gudddd,music to my ears hahahaha.and lady,yes youre talking to me right now,at 3 -..- shit head.
K: yes you are! :N
richa: ello!hows your trip?whooo xerry mmas!
june: we get the point,you won.hahah okayyyy enough uhhhh :}

2008-12-20T20:21:00.003+08:00

Would you name your kid after a car?
eye therapy:

all four done by diff artist,i forgot their names hahahah

im running out of time to do homezxzxworkzxzx

i drew this :D cool not!? we can all be boring ppl at home yknw.

which did your parents name you after?

whoooo MONDAY :D i want to spend my entire bank account buying clothes because over the course of holiday i feel like ive ran out of multiple selections of outfits.working for digi slr turns out to be harder,ive been calling in sick once a week :P xmasi coming i hvnt done any giftshiping ~~yet?~~ doubt i'll start :D please,this year everyone wants something muchas expensive yahhhh.on the other hand i dont really have any specific present i want A LOT but you can always get me the derringer,OR a hasselbland OR LC-A OR BBF(i dont need holgas or dianas,vivatars doing well ) :D im not greedy okayyyy,c'mon no one can resist an awesome gadget,toy or automobil,OR a super stunna' pair of pants :D oh my mamak i havent eat yet,shit,no wonder i feel so holy-moley-my-brain-got-a-holey and drowsy and speechless.if you knw where i can get this (a portable drum set) for my idiot friend please let me know,thank you.

hello y-blehs(your name has hidden ahlian agenda worhzxz),
bye

van:lol yes! my memory A star :D no okay micheal jackson was singing on my playlist so i type him :D
olivia: what so funny mann
stryppie: who're you? are you that girlie that stole my pit hairs :B

2008-12-17T23:51:00.011+08:00

Halved sentances

"for i dare not speak my heart"

PLAY THIS GAME (the target is to slap the shit out of your computerised opponents :D i keep losing to the fat bitchhhh.)

she can barely ride ,but so cute :D she wanted to watch madagascarrrr but it was too late :{

i bet wii didnt mention bout insurance to your endangered tv set :D and he even shouted "mom" hes probably30++? lease use the strap.

what would you want for christmas?,
bye

olivia: :K)
june: haha whatre you talking bout?im not going to goooo
emzo the bozo : haha hell to the no.unless you become a stick figure screaming my anus is bleeding :B

QUIZZZXZXZXZ

#1 The person who passed you this quiz is...
vanan chong qy
#2 Your relationship with him/her is....
my mos milk tea shit head pri sch friend :D

#3 Your 5 impressions of him/ her:.
i'll sum it up,
-listens,thinks,advice
-crazy,she'll always be the first to agree to rob a bank/burn schools/burn ppl :D her game mode always on,thats why we're so fly :D
-hong niang! hahahaha
-the other person that'll sleep till the sun goes down
-the other person that doesnt sleep tiill the sun comes out

#4 The most memorable thing he or she has done for you:
haha she bought hand sweat bands once in p6 fking hilarious,buttt c'mon the unglammest times of your lives are one of the most memorable :D

#5 The most memorable words he she has said to you
"worl peace,luan qian yi ge" hahahahahah fkr luh

#6 If she becomes your lover, you will...
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?

#7 If she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on...
if she was my lover i would've alrdy like her the way she's,right?

#8 If she becomes your enemy....
haha post all her unglam hong nian era photos :D

#9 If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
cant even think of any

#10 The most desired thing you want to do for her now is...
uh smile haha spread a smile a day keep the emo away! :B

#11 Your overall impression of him her is....
OMG i tamade nabeh cheebye fucking love her (as a friend uh :B)

#12 How you think people around you will feel about you?
idk you tell me :D but for ppl who dont know me they probably think im some anti social kid,cause i have a matted unhappy face,but hello friend this is my happy face :D

#13 The characteristics you love about yourself are...
uh never personal-just alahlah live my life,never hate.

#14 On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
because im not to personal,i say inappropriate stuff that i take lightly :K}

#15 The most ideal person you want to be is...
currently,travis mccoy cause hes dating katy perry :P

#16 For people that care and like you, say something to them...
"thank you very much,xie xie,kamsahamida,domo,nandri,terimakaseh,dunkan,maxi,gracias"

#17 Pass this quiz to 10 people
if you want me to know how you feel bout me,do this quizzzz,or if youre rotting somewhere in the corner in your house here you go,salvation.OR if youre thinking bout me now do it :D just...remember to tell me you actually did it :B
mean while:
1-vanna hahah
2-hanya
3-pen
4-brenda
5-stef
6-sharmos
7-euniceeeee
8-big bird
9-britney spears
10-micheal jackson

the rest seems to either blogless or lazy to blog :F but i'll jsut name ppl so i can screw with them in the following qns
!!!!???? DO OKAYYYY :D ???!!!

#18 Who is no.6 having a relationship with at the moment?
her love lifes dead currently

#19 Is no.9 a male or female?
female.

#20 If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?.
not bad,quite the couple! :B haha dont pinch me when you see this

#21 How about no.8 and 5?
new genre of porn hahahaha

#22 What is no.2 studying?
the o lvl curriculum -..-

#23 When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
hours ago.

#24 What kind of music band does no.8 like?
children songs :D

#25 Does no.1 has any siblings?
yea

#26 Will you woo no.3?
HAHAH NOOOOO,we'll both agree that the ans to ths is HELL NO.

#27 How about no.7?
haha she'll need to go for head size reducion first :D

#28 Is no.4 single?
shes taken.

#29 What is the hobby of no.4?
bf?

#30 Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
5s in love with her,haha so coincidental!

#31 Where is no.2 studying at?
plmgss

#32 Say something casually about no.1.
sun allergic hahah

#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
yea,kinda but i never succeeded,i somehow was always more interested in elmo,cookiemonster,oscar and the dog :D

#34 where does no.9 live at?
idk,ask stef hahahah :D

#35 What colour does no.4 like?
red

#36 Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
friends

#37 Does no.7 likes no.2?
theyre close, so its a yes.

#38 How do you get to know no.2?
classmates :D

#39 does no.1 have any pets?.
nope unless its her stuff toy rabbits hahah

#40 Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
if by sexy you mean a head that blocks out the sun,OMG OOH LALA!

#41 Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other?
that'll be tragic?

#42 Say something more about no.6...
two words milk laptop

#43 What is your relationship with no.9...
shes sex to my ears sometimes haha im glad shes BACK :D "its britney bitch."

#44 List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from:
pl forthe first 7 the rest uhh what?

#45 What would you do if no.10 hates you?
OMG,nah hes to micheal jackson to hate ppl,i respect him mann,c'mon moon walk inventor!? have you heard him speak?!

#46 Which of the following are in a relationship?
4
and
8-hes obviously responsible for clay aikens kid.

#47 How did you first met no.3?
sekolah

#48 How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together?
LAUGH,DROP,ROLL and ask for money,that is if he salvages his career.

#49 Last question! What would you do if no.10 tells you she is pregnant?
"i knew it"

2008-12-15T20:32:00.003+08:00

Comprehending you |em gnidneherpmoC
for whats its worth,

r.i.p betty page.

i named it elliot :D

well here i am posting for the sake of posting. i feel like leaving sg for xmas,this will be my 2nd or 3rd x mas in sg,the only "exciting" event would likely be attacking some unlucky chap with the foam spary thing.his pain is my gain :B i wanna go viet,i miss the simplicity in sapa,theres only a few buildings in the whole sapa.the rest are feilds and mountains.plus trekking in that weather A plus.or maybe i should runaway on xmas cause staying at home is fking unbearable by the sec.

love takes hostager and give them pain,
bye

olivia: :F
sharmaine:your fav milk filled computer
june: magic! :D haha

2008-12-11T00:53:00.002+08:00

There's always going to be something to smile/laugh about

HAHAHAHA this is major ownage.

derrangerrrrrr its 5 digits worth >:{

haha cool not! but its off my charts.

i was laughing at this

i applaude the woman for playing along.who'd knew ppl could actually avoid bills like this.

i cant wait for this :

looks so wicked :D

okay im sleepy now,today was nice :D hanyas back HOORAYYYY .now i await for sarah chang to come back :D sharmaines lagging,havent send me any of her stalker photos.

hats off jimmy,
bye

olivia:okayyyyy HAHA BUHAHAHA ZAHAHA GAHAHAHA JAHAHAH.

2008-12-06T02:12:00.006+08:00

Morning Stoning

i was laughing at the 58 yr-o thing,c'mon! ahpek alrdy give 'it' a rest.

i just found out,cool!

i kinda want to read this :D
Forget it.

whoo im feeling great today :D went for day ubin trip yst,rushed home for guitar.i made a disturbing conclusion,im retardedly stupid at reading notes/tougay/scores, it took me like 3 mins to make out a b or c.SOOOO because it was too disturbing and im determined to not look stupid or mentally challenged nxt yr,if i do take the test, i drilled scores into my head,and i think i imporved :D Every Good Boy Does Fine,F.A.C.E :D clap hands! still,i struggled throught casablanca,it was suppose to be an easily managable song.but the scores stretched me out.i cant tell the diff between the notes supposedly played on the first string or on the basic scale(okay im kinda talking to myself again).

anyway i think i snapped,thats why i could sleep at ALL.i wanted to steal beer in the fridge,but then as i was digging,i found BITTER LEMON :D and since i was bored i went to search for "quinine" which is found BL,turns out its DRUG hahahah ,works as a painkiller,anti-malaria med.obviously,i started laughing.however,i dont know if its a miracle,but i felt more energized than usual -..- work was smooth,no other comment.period.

i want BLGsto make a better vid for heels over head. Ray LaMontagne is a BLEEDING good artist,hes songs are short,smooth,new.who cares if he looks like a friggin beegees.

im waiting to recieve photos....zahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
bye

k:loser luh!haha kwon jiyong,better than minho all along,at least i thought so.
olivia: youre such a spammer -..-
cny: does cny stand for chinese new year?.and thatsara girl just happens to be my besto,fullstop.

2008-11-30T21:02:00.003+08:00

Redemption Booth
out of line,paper,vision

hello cow :D feels like its been ages.but im a verryyy responsible citizen,so i cant leave this blog stagnant to breed mozzies :D "such a sense of activism" anywayyy ,nothing new,the same ol' problem with my bastard/shiteous d_d.im not proud of it,but its no secret.but god was fair,her gave me the best momeee <:8P got a treat today to Javanese massage :D haha awesome,hell a lot of hurt,butttt after the whole thing i slept like a log,although the touching of my ass was -..- and i had to wear this diaper thing over my underwr gave me this weird feeling like i was some overskinny sumo :B whoo 3 days of work next week :DDDD champion :D im like 900 bucks away from my camera HAHAH zomg,feel like im some prozzy trying to earn back my human contract from the mamasan HAAHAHAHA yes,i really want the camera THAT MUCH. went to stare at the camera at the comp fair at expo just now,so close and yet so buh-looodyyy far.actually i couldve been able to run off with it :B okay so cheer me on while i work my butts off like some coolie or some samsui women,all for the sake of that slice of photography royalty-canonnzxzx

what gets you through the night,
bye

olivia: -..- speechless
june: whos your wkend lover!? not meee, you suck mann PLEASSEEEE DONT POSE THOSE PHOTOSSSSSSSSS i'll die terribly haha cannot luh at most i'll marry you -..- omg no okay that i cannot force myself to do :B
- : nopee,wanna guess again,if you get it right go prize :B leave a name thank you :D

2008-11-24T01:18:00.005+08:00

"As You Wish"

this explains A LOT.except the asking for forgiveness part.

video:
hello. realised that i like quiet time after work so i went in my room and watched a couple of movies.i went to look for movies i watched when i was very very younggggg,like retarded young. the movie above is called "the princess bride"its a romantic comedy, i know is sounds mother gay,but srsly its good.i only remebered one sentance from it- "as you wish" so i yahoo-ed it and so many results came :D see that proves this movie is well liked :D so watch it ^ plus its titled best 100 movies in 100 years by AFI!( american ....something something big,idk) say WOW now.plus the guy with the mask in the movie was like my childhood hero,until batman (the one with nicole kidman and the freaky penguin dude) came with all his bat mobil/cool gadgets :D hahaha.i remembered that after i watch this movie,i somehow began "saying as you wish"! haha tv is brainfood,in some ways i guess.and the funny thing is i COULD remember that i said that.i also watched "beauty and the beast" because i completely forgotten the story,except the ending ,because its always the same -..- i want to watch somemore oldies,like -kindergarden cop,roxanne! FRIGHT NIGHT :D and something else but i cant remember now.

ohhh and i watched august rush on my nano4g :D :D :D im happy with it(nano) although i have this weird feeling that im going to drop it everytime i hold it cause its damnnn bloody thin. EVERYBODY, GO WATCH "AUGUST RUSH"! its really fucking good,retarded good,happy good,sad good,GOOD :D i dont care how you're going to do it,but if youre really smart,then watch it.otherwise you'll have to live the rest of your lives without that sort of intervention i got from the movie,ESPECIALLY if youre into rhapsodies,they have veryyyy veryyyy good pieces,okay mainly one,but in different ways,i think tablo the korean guy was involved,that gives YOU another reason to watch,cause epik high stuff are dope yo! and if you're a musician,this film is inspiring up to the point where you just want to get up and compose or play an instument :D

this is how i've been:
gee, these couple of days has been work,home,alone in room,tv alone, and thats not really a bad thing :D i dont really want to talk anymore when i get home cause its so tiring and draining to strike up convos,take care of yourself and remain standing at any task thrown to you,plus you cant wine,complain because its "your " own decision and responsibility(you are your own responsibility in the world ) -..- sometimes you just need quiet time to let you unwind and just get yourself popping again so that when you step back "out",you'll have that energy to brave winds."the world can be such a tiring place to face " :V im not emo uh,emo is not for me :B

kid growing up never called her daddy hero,
bye

sharmaine: haha thats so extremeee,go out go out go out :D youre always not picking up,thats not good,maybe i should contact you via snail mail! so old school :D the more unglam the pic the more memorable! :D
olivia and darie : WTH, new trend uh!?

2008-11-20T00:29:00.005+08:00

Things we've choosen to outgrow of

hanya seahs great birthday outing 18/11/2008

l_v you bitch! sorry bout the constipated face haha.this marks 3 years of being friends,more to go.got so many thinggs i want to say mann.like that time when you cried because i was being cold in sec 2,ive never really came to say sorry,so "sorry",i forgot why i was a little pissy back than but wtheck. :B anyway, good job friend,see you when i do :░B

hello sharmossy munzsturrr kekekeke :≤} haha bet youre gonna kewll me for this pic,but the rest all can see your pimplezxzx. so happy birthday,go out soon,anything whatever-drink water!

happy birthday ,

to both of you! from deep deep down at the bottom of my heart :D
this pic was taken last year,one of the best senty trips :D

GUESS WHAT WE HAD FOR DESSERT :89

brenda was off atm-ing

when is this coming!?!? kat dennings was one of the top 9 breakout stars :B

mood -> ( :◄>

okay work was damn fun today,like retarded good.i love it when theres a consistant flow of ppl, okay i make it sound like memses or something.but seriously,no need to rush,but not boring at the same time,guud mann guud like fuck :X im a free lil banana tomorrow! hope my ipuud arrived tmw :Dthen i'll be the first one to recive it from the hands of the mail dude,whoo the feeling so sacred, :-D oh and since i bought the red one im supporting the "( )red" movement, haha im "(fi)red up!". im so hungry now.okay i shall go to the kitchen and steal the banana muffins :DD " who stole the muffin from the muffin plate? ....."

you're still beautiful to me,
bye

rich: haha okay, how was gradnight?!
K: wtf-..- okay haha thats like mental torture, i dont have :D

2008-11-18T02:07:00.003+08:00

"I'm a wonder"~~woman/man~~ kid(just maybe but not for long)
what makes cool kid rebels.

hoq yes i kare.

well,its me again,whats new.today was filled with mixed feelings : happy,sad, pissed,motivated,demoralised.its not complicated,just contradicting, plus i was invited to do this quiz thing that got me going to some unknown place in my head.

1)what would you ask/say a person you loved/liked?
"would you like/love me as much as i do?"
"am i hard to love/like"
"i dont think you'll ever meet the parents"

2)would you prefer your secret admirers to tell you straight out or what?
what.never friend a date,date a friend.if youve never talked to the person how can you really know what you like?

3)would you choose to die before or after your partner?
before.

4)how you you choose to confess?
video call? live?something sincere

5)what would you like your lover to look best in?
no,im not thinking naked like danielle.for me,a girl who can pull of just a shirt and jeans is better than anything :D

6)what would you call your partner?
haha i've asked ppl this qn before! anything random and nice?hopscotch? but then i call a number of ppl by that.anything that randomly links us?,just nothing gay like honeyyy,dearrr,cuppie -..- my god,i think i'll have to be more than deaf to talk like the woman on the local drink ad at food republic "but why? becausei love you" fk luh.

7)what do you think is the most important in a chase?
sincerity? idk aye.but i think if youre not sincere the person would be able to tell.

8)would you buy flowers for a girl?
think so,unless shes allergic!? most girls complain that its a waste of money,but the way i see it-its a sign of appreciation and it brightens ppl up!

9)what happens if your lover is not the best kind of person?
every rose has its torns.except it,hate it or ignore it?

10)what kind of looks are most appealing to you?
not the Nicole sherzingger(spell?) type.too straight in the face.for me its more of the something you dont see first hand type,a nice smile would be guudd.i care more bout sense of humour, i dont like ppl who are fking "needy",i'll direct them to the charity organisations for the "needy".

11)what are your bad habits?
i have none extremely bad ones,just a few annoying one,like the hair sweeping thing?

12) what are your good habits?
i have none extremely good ones as well.

13) what would you not do for your lover as he/she pleases?
probably to say ily.okay this is a long story.but i believe that it shld be more felt then said.walau im like writing an essay.but the reason ppl should say it is to show the love,to remind/celebrate occasionally this bond or whatever.

second thing would obviously be sex -..- haha whudd really what!

14) what love song would you like to share with your lover?
thats abit too many uh! but currents and i don't wanna miss a thing is def on top of them,then maybe sleepless :D until june is my long term member on my playlist!2 years and counting haha then theres so many more,accidentally in love,love it when you call,i'll run,it had to be you,rainy mondays,i'll take my chances,haru haru- mostly band kid shizz

15)which romantic movie would you watch with your lover
my sassy girl( ORIGINAL-kr ver),je t'aime paris,crying out love in the center of the world,notebook,wedding crashers,love actually,stranger than fiction- romantic comedies although theyre hardly worth the money.

16)have you met this person?
WTF thats the whole point of this quiz !? cb luh.... "i'll know when she hits me like a yellow sch bus"

okay enough of this.i was supposed to pass it to 6 ppl,but anythingggg do if you're free/bored/angry/sad/confused/suicidal/blur whatever,anything-i like water best!

okay so today work was a liddle weeny slack,but still pressurising,i had to do dangerous manual labour.met up with,chang,amanda,eunice,brenda and hanya-the to be birthday girl :D stef joined later,a lot later :B its been a long time since i've been so noisy and happy and filled with nonsense like in sec1 :8} the point is i had a good time,i bought a hood hood,partly on impulse cause i think its a bit loose,shit shouldve got small,but i still like it cause i bought it with hanya and her 9 bucks
haha,im not loathing okay,its something not so bastardy.then we had the best thing ever,hagen daz fondue,nothingmakes me happier than chocolate! i liked this celebration.fullstop.

fk parts:
so i got home at 10 plus and i asked my father for the crejitocardo,and fk.spoilt my mood for 15 mins.really fk mann,he will nv have faith in me,always say shit to demoralise me,like "because youre too over confident you will one day die of it" and nt in the kung fu master tone,its in the fk you tone.then "this type will only know how to make use of parents" fk,it wasnt an easy process okay.double check the shit thousand and one time,still not so bad,he had to mock me-"this type,do thing forever do carelessly,think she knw everything".FK i've never felt that way,esp with you saying this since i was young.fking bastard nv gave me a break since i was a kid.i just fking keyed in the thing fast cause im used to typing and he'll say something related to over confident and what not,fck,ive nv said i wont double check?!?

the rest of my existing wake:
emilyzxzx, chen xiao jie ah, i hope you have a good triphaha just imagine me sending you off with a bouquet of flowers shouting your name like number one fan. (okay you might not even read this hahaha wth like talking to myself)

things to look forward to:
MY RED CHROMATIC iPODDD :D WHOO! 8 gb of nothing my memory space for songs,songs and more songs. and christmas- cause there'll be mobile phone promos then i might get my phone,or not,but im happy with my moto :D

the day i die,
bye

darie: limlim !? haha wth?
rich: have fun at grad night :D i rmb your birthdays this mnth just no quite the date,sorryy uh :B
K: thats why you get paid more,congrats.

waited and waited and waited and waited.fk waiting,idc anymore

2008-11-16T22:43:00.005+08:00

☺"live fast,take chances,........"™

lets be original monsters :D

okay because i spent too much time deciding between these phrases that i created randomly,for my up and coming RED chromatic ipood!:

"live fast,take chances die with no regrets"-sounds like when i need to moralise myself

"live fast,take chances,cherish freedom"- sounds like me when I'm bored

"live fast,take chances,rule the world" (current winner) - sounds like me when I'm happy

"live fast,take chances,seize earth"-just another alias for the previous one but the choice of words sounds more educated,but its not something i'll say on my first thought.

i am still caught up with the larged two.if you see this,do me charity and help me pick.this is very unlike me,indecisive bitch. hurry,this "poll" closes tomorrow :B

this was why i am officially delaying my order date, my father has agreed to lend me his crejitocardo (jap nehzxzx) to order this hot fuzz :D ,but because its late, he is completely forcing my excitement to wait till tmw -..- fuck.

more about my life today:
my hands officially smell like burnt rubber gloves,don't ask why.every part of my body is burning, no the sexual type okay -..- i mean like physically bummed,burnt and exhausted.so from this i say goodnight

"it takes one second to remember you,and the next to react,the subsequent seconds are to bask in your fineness",
bye

yoshe: do what?! so tired i just want to sit and stone.no wonder they need ciggerettes.

2008-11-15T22:46:00.003+08:00

victors by silence.
every heart longs to skip to beats

i love play comme cargons :D

we took our time to whore it out as a celebration and far cry to our first day at work.
my right eye had some prob,when i open it wide,it folds over to form some fking double eyelid,shit i need sleep.otherwise this freakiness with the eye will continue -..-

hello world,work was...alright,way better than my work place last year.the ppl are uber awesome with vulgarities,just the right amt :B the way they use "lan jiao" and "cheebye", i just kept silent with awe,its like they sing this kind of stuff everyday,that it became their natural vocab,hilarious in a good way.the other staff are all nice as well, plus me and penetoh are the youngest so we're not given anything too difficult to carry out.im definitely getting a tann from this job mann,still the main motivation is MOOLAH/KA-CHING/DOUGH/MONEY :D no matter all the risk we might face,and distance travelled,the main thing in mind is none the less-money.even if theres one day where we'll be thinking " fk luh cb" we'll always comfort ourselves with " just think of the money" :B now this is called power bitch pyschology, " smile fkers" :D haha excuse me,im in a mood to curse because i was relatively silent through the day.the company has a rather good welfare,break was for 1 full hour :D okay actually as long i dont have to facade a smile and wear a skirt/dress or anything with ruffles that looks potentially draggish,thatsgood welfare enough for me :D one things left on my mind with the money i plan to attain by the end of this holiday work project :
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thanks for taking the time to read |:8}

what left on my mind keeps me up at night,
bye

2008-11-14T18:18:00.003+08:00

old tricks,new lovers,bad habits

this is why i like pushing daises :D

gee,im the kid thats stuck home today,because everybody took the keys and ran.wanted to take a blowtorch and cut a hole in the door,i needed Starbucks like junkies need speed.so since i couldnt get Starbucks,i ate a bowl of whip cream because i was lazy to cook.i conclude that whip cream is the greatest food invention.but its gonna kill my throat,plus i just recovered from fever,good job tse! BUT its technically not my fault cause everything instantly edible in my house is "heaty",see here we've got -bbq/sour cream flavoured ruffles, seaweed crackers,loveletter,whip cream,cereal(with no milk),marshmallows,chocolate. and its good enough i resisted ruffles,because i ate half the pack a few days ago. okay so im manning my desk,trying to do add math,i seriously hate trigo,why couldnt we stick to story sums?

i've made a number of recent discoveries.
1) i have a mother fking load of homework,but its the least of my worries for now.
2)the letter I is nxt to the letter U on the keyboard!
3)whip cream is good enough for my breakfast lunch and dinner minus the fat.

okay maybe i'll go out and have supper :D "chomps! my dear chomps its been a long time" :D
my "mouse" is running out of batt again,its having some kind of lagging/jerking spasm

"the the facts were these",
bye

vann: haha yea finally!not bad okay,so old still buy nice slim nokia,plus he knows how to use :B

2008-11-11T17:49:00.003+08:00

JAY-OH-BEE hunt success story II
vannas new 'do reminds me of SIY! SIY's damn cute with her bowl :D

we took lots more but im having a fever (SERIOUS)

okay at times like this when youre down with a flu and feeling feverish,that makes you really miss your grandma.i wish she was here to pat on my head when im lying on the sofa watching cartoons :D okay im having migraine surges . i feel extremely warm ayeee,idk but i feel like i need a hug(wtf sounds a liddleee weeny too gay) but, dont you get that feeling,when youre warm,tired,lethargic and that too much blood is at your head? or is the fever burning me up? guess that means i'll be celebrating 11/11 with no clebration at all,hokay its not like im superstitious. PLUS im going out tmw, KALLANG WAVEEEE :D

tuition was melting my brain awa,like butter on a hot pan.trigonometry, "I CANNOT THINK THAT FAST",my tutor was super sonic speeding his way to the ans,i didnt even knw what was happening.good thing im alrdy a fruit,otherwise i'll become vege for sure- fever+add math=not so good green colour.a miracle happened today! my nice old man tutor got a handphone! now i dont have to feel like technology has betrayed me when i cantcontact him :D

it'st gonna get _ _ssy,
bye

2008-11-10T11:48:00.003+08:00

Tell me im inpractical
you're like a rainbow im inclined to persue

this is how i feel towards the townspeople called -family.

KATY PERRY! hah OMBuck her eyes/attitude/music. i think the only words to describe her would be" fantabulous fuck" :D katy revolution....hot fuzzz

my fav song from sesame st!

okay leaving the house soon,its fking raining and im having a flu.these two things dont go well together,but i still love the rain :D their my kind of epitome of beauty,but the more beautiful the more short lived.

TOMORROW'S A VERY SPECIAL DAY!

it'll be 11/11,i hope i get to see 11:11 am/pm.its funny how 11:11 only means something to you when there IS a person behind it all.so nicezz uh!think i'll go across singapore to look for ppl :D haha then maybe at the strike of 11:11 we'll go " CAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE!?". okay so i have a resolution(? to strong a word,target maybe) i want to make,on 11:11 of 2011/11/11,i think i'll want to celebrate it with someone special :B but enough of that,its not like everyone needs to be down with love,i for one dont really need it( at least not until a few years?).

im begining to sound like some boring philosophered fk. im hoping to have fun on top of everything,full stop. maybe i'll blog somemore at night :D WISH ME LUCK ON JOB HUNTING!

do my foolish alibis bore you,
bye

K: idc haha yb the best :D lets clap hands for chiobu,i think im her biggest fan besides you!
emmm: -..- WEE AII NEE WORHZXZX your lips still swollen? hahaha fat lips! "my ma'am say cannot gip number" we come up with the weirdest stuff luh!

2008-11-09T01:16:00.004+08:00

Everybody applaude for the hero with a cause!
molly molly make out

after reading something off a web that had ppl giving advice on how to write to ppl,there was this person wrote how to say i love you in chinese " chinese: we ai nee (pretty sure)" i couldn't stop laughing.im not racist,but i think the person was indian,so i drew that.this drawing only reps the person known as user "lorrii"(driver hahah),pictured in my head.

on the sadder side,condolences jennifer hudson.they just found her niece,who was murdered,and the only suspect would likely be released.hope theres as many ppl ,there to support her ,as she'll need. wtfs wrong with the human race,why are there such ruthless scumbags amongst us?

i rotted at home today, think im growing an assortment of fungi friends!so,i didnt go to that interesting place :{ cause i woke up at 3,watched charlottes web for the first time,i think its nice,too bad charlotte died like that,but it wouldnt have been a good bk if she didn't.was there a sequel or something?because i think i remember watching one years ago,before the one with dakota fanning.

oh andd dakotas is my favourite child (? how old is she?) actress to date,rmb that i watched an interview on HBO (Holy Body Odour :B) she was damn straight foward,so cool uh,i really dont get the act stupid types,plus she CAN act.im guessing she must be real $$$ since shes been in so many good movies.go watch hide and seek( and i am sam),idk when,she really did well in that and i think she won an award.think she'll grow up pretty cause she reminds me of the mama mia actress,haha she has this over paleness.and i just realised jennifer hudson and dakotas on "the secret life of bees" okay i think i'll go support.

then i watched euro mtv awards,katy perrys hot butter on toast. i liked the wombats cover of bleeding love,i found leona lewis one annoying after listening to it for a few times.

OH and im suddenly into the script and james morrison,the lyrics,fk mann,damn good. theres under lying meaning to them. go read the lyrics of " the man who cant be moved", but......i dont like it when all the scripts songs are about relationships,its kinda gay.the guits sliding parts are nice,still havent figured the main melody for" the man who cant be moved",anyway i have TIME :D

other than that,i think my day was kinda boring.

losing reasons,
bye

ann: let X be the variable/constant.prime number/height/lenght- everything

2008-11-07T22:17:00.014+08:00

"Mother always told me,be careful who you love"
oh to the Ohio,idc what they'll say, i still love MJ!

yea,but i cant get the knife out.

like three nevers would cover up my numerous screw ups.i think they need to add a trillion more.

VANESSA PRAGER ROCKS ARTIST SOCKS

okay this time im seriousss out of all the watches i've posted,i think this ones really nice and me :D

whoo i plan to go somewhere interesting tmw :D i dug real hard,sg's too freaking small, i feel like im having autism when i really cant think of places to go.SOOO when i found a place just now,i was oh so HAPPY :D oh joy.thriller ultimix is playing ( micheal jackson is still king!) ,just as im happy,soo kool,iTunes reado my mindo :D sch is of no more! went late today,skipped physics.then ditched chenno," KMA ". i successfully killed a wok today,okay i think it was more of a pot,i burnt marshmallows till they became black like orlang,cause i stupidly forgot BUTTER! SHeeTFACE.haha i was even wondering why there was so much smoke.okay i'll try again another day :D went swimming a while ago.someones XL transparent plaster got caught in my hand {-P yuckkk.could the owner have tried any harder to look for it? but i didnt meet the plaster again. okay officially nobody wants to watch HSM3,they call it stupid.okay that was my first thought,but then i felt like watching an uplifting film.okay but then again,i think quarantine and twilight's more worth my moolah boolah.

editted//i dont support blog wars AND/OR rippers.lets keep it nice and healthy- ORGINAL MUZTURS revolution! >:D

don't worry, im not angry,just a little tickish.im calm okayyyy :D dont you just love life? its funny when you have nv done anything out of the way to intrude ppl and yet youre intruded in such a way ,where your personal speech is robbed off and sold for cheap popularity.

& be careful of what you do 'cause the lie becomes the truth,
bye

shobi:hhah if only someone else did :D
anon: haha wow you must be the most forgiving fan ever :D i was just casually commenting though.

2008-11-07T00:22:00.013+08:00

"as long as i'm alive i'll put a smile on that face"
words like this will,probably, never reach the tip of my tongue,only because "imi"
November 11th.

i've never been interested in taylor swift before,nv heard her songs ,nv seen her acts,but what she said at about 4:20 has won me over mann.this proves that i was right to say that jbs are nothing more than a shallow front.if you're free go see jbs perf on the ellen show,you might spot off keys,off tempos and terrible singing techniques.idk why some ppl can be so shallow to think that the jbs are perfect in every single way -..- excuse me for being lazy to resize the vid the songs kinda nice :D

beetlejuice is a really good movie even though its freaking old,Tim Burton's second film to be exact!watched it last night up till 2,then i realise the trouble i went through looking for it across so many dvd selling places,was completely worth it.i should trust my gut feeling the next time i see some random old film,that has a nice ring to it :D im tired,slept at 4 23,haha i even woke up with double eyelids on my right eye because even my eyelids didnt want to open.plus i went through a.math,emath(standing for 90 mins) and chem today.i think schooling affects my appetite,i didnt eat dinner,even when i rushed back from guits.im feeling real sickkk, i want to migrate,get a new life maybe? "i think i should vote for obama because i need change" :D i really dont want to go to schhhhh, 90 mins per lesson,WAHKAU.why must there be a dark place with unreachable depths in every human?r

10/10,
bye

K: haha okayyyy so fast?! but both different genre,but BB makes me happier,shinees song all makes me kinda reactionless. ah YB :D 2pm's dances are damn good
olivia: ):89 (tilt your head anticlocwise)

2008-11-05T18:24:00.002+08:00

& the president of the United States of America is...OBAMA baby!

acceptance speech :D

went to the airport on the 3rd,wanted to see wg.but they didnt show,so i didnt get to see them.instead i spent 2 hrs,watching avid fans screaming and battling out for the attention of their idols. and it occured that i can nv be that of a fan.but its a nice experience,to see this kinda scene.actually for me,it doesnt really matter if i see them or not.
today was a bummer,science,lit,addmath.shit face.i couldnt get the holiday mood out.add math ahhhhhhhh sheeet,trigo is turning my brains to mush.goodnight im taking at nap,need to collect my memory :D

ways and wills,
bye

yirou: i think i want to go sungei again
olivia: haha okayyyyyy
K: shutupzxzx i h8 euzzz :B
g: .......
stef:okayyyyy

2008-11-02T03:25:00.010+08:00

kids come out to play
dont die seeing vannas awesome 'do

poco vampire :D twillight ver 2 hahaha.belate Halloween.

can you see the drawn moustache ? :{B

its tissue :D shang hai tan new era :B

fatzzzz pom pom pom fattt

mr comb and sesame st character :D

twitzxzx nehzxzxzx

mcdull! and kero

i HEART McDull :D cinas butt

shit man and cinachan

fav out of all :D doggy (haha i wasnt very creative with names when i was young :D)

awww doggy! cinachan!

our old shuts GOODBYE!

see my new hair ? its short one side and long the other.this time the difference can tell okay!

went flee marketing,at sungei rd, with hanya-san,bloody hell act nihhon desu.first at the flee market then later when some chinese mutt dress uper came up near the church,i played along saying "nandeska?"(what) and she went "watashiwa ....nihhon jin des"(im from japan) -..- wth.the guy damn dumb,he went "si,si" -..- lol! si is spanish ?! nehway,i bought an old cassette,hanya bought her belt at $2,it looked nice.i used the cassette and made something nice :D think i'll make more in the future, haha click, shhh,to keep it original,no preview :D and i finished my roll of film,hanya HAHA HANYA SPOILT HER VIVATAR! stewwpid never press release button,nvm luh dont be sad bout it,it still works :D CHEER UP BABE! see i call you babe! this is absolutely rare.we walked and walked,so many sights,she finished two rolls of film.then we ended at dhoby,with dinner :D so anyway,right now im webbing with vanna.please remind me not to eat choco iSceam :D had a great day :D

hanya-tse-walkaton,
bye

olivia: i checked! really,dont have,oct/nov achieves.only got you giving me chocobanana,and me eating my own kind.then nada. okay so happy belated :D

2008-10-31T15:21:00.011+08:00

Punch Drunk Love
i prefer to call it love without sobriety

you know how it is,i see a balloon i fall in love with it,bring it home and let it deflate through time :D (im an idiot,im unsensitive,yet selfishly sensitive for my own conviction.)

update: this is how my hair kinda looks like,i can sweep hair to my face anymore :D (yes,its a good thing) but it looks a bit weird,and i think it'll be -..- when it grows longer,cause it'll look like my old hair,so quick see me haha.but heck,so long as i dont have to comb my hair im happy.my hair is growing so fastttt >:{

this is how ppl get skin cancer,fast.but she must have a dozen fonts in her hand,looks nice :D

realise i haven't been blogging sanely.everything i blog doesn't make sense to anyone but me-at least most of the time.so this marks a new DAWN to sane blogging for the sake of readers,if i have any,and good fluent English :D

happy Halloween!

due to my short notice return,a lot of ppl still think im in hkg. oh no.hopefully im going out later.

for creepy seekers go play the virtual haunted hotel. www.hotel626.com
try to skip as little rounds.i only skipped the "sing me a lullaby" because its pointless,its not like they can really hear. opens only at 6 pm to 6 am-626? get it?

spoilers:
i warn you its not for the faint hearted.i ran out to the living room on the third round with the ghost suddenly fking screaming in my face.tamade.ofcourse i wasn't screaming,just felt like my heart was bursting.then after i composed myself i went back in,the rest were not very scary.just that round in the dark room "she lived in darkness show her light" with your camera flash.the image is damn freaky,she was back facing me,crawling on the damn wall in her maid uniform,she must've work at the hotel.the trick is that don't click first,theres still very little light,when you see something floating by click,but dont be surprised,you need to click 3 times with "her" in the picture,listen for her breathing MUHAHAHA.the mad mans room the codes: 538... haha i forgot.anyway,after you get out.it doesnt end there doritos are damn sick in the mind,they'll send you an email,invite you back in because "you've checked out early and let spirits wonder".plus even when you do get out,the lady from the dark room will be sitting at your back seat.oh noooo.

anyway,because i know i cant hold on to begotten time,i've made sure im not going to miss out on any moments nxt year.im first,going to look for a job.then,work for enough money.finally,i buy a camera,and its a happy story.this time im serious,because i know that i always said i buy this or that camera,but i never bothered,now that i have very little money left,i have to work back for my $$, and then SERIOUSLY buy that damn camera,hopefully by sintex convention.

secretly senti-"mental",
bye

k:haha kr fests not even over. shit why am i back so early,now i'll be dead jealous.
olivia: ahah you dint tell me it was your birthday last yr! i just bought it because you made a very nice chocolate banana,that you gave to me while i was in this over sized bigggggg hoodie,in the middle of the night! okay i'll find something :D

2008-10-30T03:33:00.003+08:00

black sheep skies

YAY im back :D noticed? uhm family dinners were hell rough,mcb, dont ask me to go for family reunions anymore,shit bird/balls.it was damn depressing i wanted to just turn up at the table wearing a pam anderson suit,with the fake boobies and all.its weird how ppl say " family will always love unconditionally",not always true.and i esp hated how the fk F introduced me for the next 3 days,bring on the fury " nabehcheebyetamadejianhuo",other then that he was okay,gave me $$,and we made new record or wordcount per year.CELEBRATION TIME C'MON!after the first two dinners with family the rest were alright.everytime i go back,its like some rockstars comeback,its freaking stressful,but i guess its depressing for ppl who watched me grow up see me like this HAHAHA.

but at the same time i didnt want to comeback because the foods too damn good,i could eat a cow SERIOUS (exp: slice of L size pizza,bake macronni,grarlic bun,salad,egg tart,mago pudding and soda) ,and one particular person made my trip awesomezzzxzx :D she'll be the featured person of the week : miss chan wai keng.* applaude*.

oh and i cut my hair,bought 2 pairs of shoes,lots of clothes,2 pair of jeans,a watch.and im broke, nweeeeeed job.

but i wanted to come back for 2 reasons, outing and ...... ( SHH :B)

okay im tired, reminder: do onl shit quiz.swear i dont want this year to end.

vann: haha wth! who else can i look for to drink milktea and mos-lunch.
olivia: haha okay i go dig my bag of goodies!
K: pls! i was 2nd in the some terms ago. hahah i really high till siao,so ridiculous.ofcourse yb loves me ! :D AWW
ann: its the guide to sex drugs and violence haha i read last year, read until cannot close book until finish :D
stef: haha you brought lappy?

2008-10-24T01:43:00.005+08:00

Mainland China

QI LAI QI LAI QI LAI QI LAI!

i met a rockstar!

YAY everyone seems to be happier now :D im flying off in a matter of hoursssss :D YAY brightlights :D

sent pweni and shitafu off,along with vannana and zying, after guits,apparently there were more of the "senders". so merry :D BONVOYAGE. t3 was damn bleeding cold,or maybe it was the milos fault,anyway i felt like all my remaining existing balls were frozen off.

also,on the BRIGHTER side of the previous post,hours ago,about results and all. i actually did alright,im not rubbing it in okayyyy.infact im FORTH- wtf right,orhchey and i were laughing,because class position must have been made to create some vicious cycle.neyway,i just want to say that i'll tamade miss vanna :89 her smell sho nicezxzx,english class will never smell the same,but either ways we'll all love you no less."luan qian yi ge",nothing changes :D okay so ignore that few sentance.

PEACE YA'LL,because britney said so. and for ppl staying in sg during this few weeks, have fun at KR FESTIVAL :D and good luck for O" OH OH OH OH OH whyd you have yo go-oh away from mah-ah."

they'll tell you nothings,
bye

olivia: youre like my consistant reader,i should give you a prize or something :B
pweenie: tamade.haha BONVOYAGEEE

2008-10-23T17:11:00.006+08:00

Shitbirds Reign
aim of pictures: look as fking ugly as possible

im a little lazy to upload more of the "ugly" photo series,since our dear blogger only allows 5 at a time.

i feel like im being withdrawing:

depression was in the air after sch today.report books,promotion,demotion,retain-it was downright fky,its just that im not very expressive and creative with that feeling,and i wasnt submerged in that whole thing.so i shall hope for the best for these ppl :D(im dead serious)

but whatever it is,just "move along" :B i'll be going off to HKG tmw morning :D hope my moods are up,because this time we're going as a "family".i cant give my usual " happy face" :| ,because it appears to be indifferent(but yknw how tiring it is for me to lift my cheeks and smile,its very) so hopefully im feeling bright so i have energy to at least smirk so that F wont get pissed and !#%$!%$ at me,later i throw him out the plane. and hopefully M's not pmsing otherwise i'll throw her off the plane as well.my parents are worse than the damn weather,so shitting unpredictable.

still,i should try to have faith in my O fighting yr :N sending stef and pwen off after guits.

i had a great sch year.thank you all.have a nice day/year ahead

so dont let your past destroy what comes tomorrow,
bye

olivia: glad you made it worhzxzx :D
rich: haha but the end of your o lvl would mean the dawn of my "war" OH NEWWW >:{
mii wei: will do.

2008-10-19T01:56:00.006+08:00

We change,We wait
behind every complicated heart is a soothing song of reasons

so personally subjective

i find this freaking disturbing,did he get cheek transplants from a baboon? its mother HUGE AND RED.i cant bring myself to say cute,so damn weirdly fake.only the last part seems norm

i still feel like the nice piece of lamb chops somersaulting in my mouth ^^ im feeling uninspired to blog maybe because my brains already preoccupied.i like the new killers songggg.

watched the presidential debate the other night,okay i know it has nothing to do with me,but i just wanted to see how douchey it could get.seriously mccaine is selling the typical redneck bullshit,putting on a family man image,talking about soldiers and some joe the plumber bullshit.dude,stop selling the "god bless america and no place else" bullshit,he couldnt even come up with good debates,he kept side trackign to joe the plumber,the way he talks just screams" yes im white" to me.dude its obama for me.

okay so last week of schhh :D CHAMPION,too bad there wasnt an interclass to cap this whole year off.im loving the slackiness and taidee sessions,makes me feel a like little gangster.i still feel a little "shock tio" that i walked from hougang central to somewhere near yu ying then bused to sch in less than half an hour,its almost a medal deserving achievement :D g'dnight!

dreaming of a cigerette,
bye

2008-10-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

time/preoccupation/hopeless
paintings by joshua liner :D

(voyeur)

(shallow)

this ones called (hollow),just look at her eye.

you suck.fullstop

forget it,
bye

K : haa nvm luh you still get to breath the same air! you can go stalk haha
olivia: im allergic to all wood,cannot touch :D

2008-10-13T19:18:00.006+08:00

wish I could voluntarily cough my heart out
doing forever young hand signs with thumbtack fingers

3b1 2008

(posted 15 oct)
story of dell and jasmin,
bye

van:haha okayyyy CREDIT GOES TO YOU,i spent 30mins thinking then i picked this one!
yirou: YEASSHH so cute,i feel like printing a poster out of it :B
olivia: good luck to you,later you get sent for councilling :P
K:haha i wont even be in SG,at least you you'll be breathing the same air xD
petty: haha how do i know if youre not some weird ah peh!! my mama told me not to talk to strangers!

2008-10-12T03:01:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow I'll be better
"in memory of my sobriety"

heres your ans marceyyyyy,this was the best ans i found:"Because of that person, is your heart unbearably happy? Because of that person, does your heart hurt and limp? Because of that person, do you feel so alone? Then it has already started."

this terms results are mother sucky,its dragging my previous terms results DOWNNNNNN.this could jeopardise my chances of unlimited $$ at hkg. OH NUIII.okay so shit hat hope the overall looks pretty so i can pitch to my parents and have a fighting chance :D only hear the good stuff right!okay i plan to make moues in this week :D WHOOO i saw it on nigella express and i was jumping with excitement,so much fattening ingredients,so absolutely worth it :D need to invite lab rats over to try.

"we have the rights to be proud",
bye

ahcir: X: !nac i sey
olivia: haha whyyy youre supposed to work hard in sec two! funny that youre hearing that from me.
eunice: haha paper plane?! wth they'll crash in the end,you can just stone and look up the sky then wait for something to hit your head!
K : haha so oh nooo,i think i wont be in sg.and tixs have to be won, see

2008-10-09T22:41:00.003+08:00

Where Thou Contentment

today was totally laxed.spent the whole day checking papers,but i couldnt be bothered to go "beg" for marks for all the subs cept for geog.killer mann,didnt expect to fail A and E math,shitface,carelessness killed the cat :B E math was the worst,if i failed at 44,at least i failed with a nice comfortable breathing space and didnt feel the pinch,BUT THEYRE GOING TO ADD 5 MARKS,WTF,then it'll be 49/100 which gets me real constipated and peeved,plus the first section so WOAH,second section- loose focus,crash and burn.but still,not much hard feelings, i was alrdy laughing the moment they showed the MSG thing for the express math,we were labelled the worst badge,because we broke the record with a whole class failing math and the B classes only had finger numbered ppl hanging on,funny right!plus it was the praying mantis talking on th mic. WHOO TMR LIT SS CHINESE AND SO MUCH MOREEEE :V english briefing was sucky, ugly eurasian was slanging,damn unatural and jaring,fk,trying to pull a jacob "inspiring" accent,but she failed,dropped,roll,burn,condense,felt like throwing my greentea at her.everyone wasnt paying attention because she was wasting our time and her accent was gross.just speak naturally and stop the "c'mon 3,4!" attitude you had in chapel,its so tiring for us to watch.

i decided to take an official guitar exam :D say,AWESOME.starting from grade 5, im expected to get distinction when i dont even know how to read tougay properly,i have till march 2009.went home a happy kid and ate chunky monkey :D

on my way back,i took the 113 loop and i was thinking bout a lot of stuff.like wheres the meaning of life mann,i dont feel the contentment i feel i should get from life. sparing,outing,sch,guitar,eat,sleep, im not bored or anything,more of hectic i dont even have enough time to look up all my friends, but i dont feel 100%.im not suicidal ,but i dont see a philosophy in my life.maybe i need to draw again,gives the the contented feeling :D or maybe CE's the quickest relief for this sense of indifference :D

unoriginal dumb dumbs,
bye

olivia: ohgayyy.
traci: HYEE smiley no more braces! :D

2008-10-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

Paper planes were meant to crash and burn

i seriously want to rob a bankkkkkk

susannah showed me this (note: ignore vulgarity,think humour)
japs are seriously wtf mann,maybe thats why sg will always be one step behind :B

click to enlarge NC16?

gee,i shall write a list on tasks to complete before hols:
- STAY IN SCH
- SAVE MONEY
- DESIGN EARING before end of week as aunt has asked ( PLEASE GIVE SUGGESTIONS I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DESIGN e.g. pictures,webs) eiffle tower? fly? would that be hard to make.HELP mann HELP dude HELP
- eat more protein(?) to make hair grow fasterrrrrr
- finish photo montage
- tidy table
- go down to fox :D :D :D "what was number 2 again!? tamade hand will shake if i dont use money"
- wear pumas more often,its crying.
- picnic at emhill park! :D
- DONT rob the bank
- DONT draw on the wall

now....i need to go hug a tree!haha ppl go watch paris's (hilton) bff,the gay dude is seriously entertaining!

like air youre a habit i cant break,
bye

olivia: WHATTTTT AYE TELLU ME !
pretty: haha who are you!? if "l" is love then i must say,love is a strong wordddd :D

2008-10-05T20:19:00.004+08:00

finding private S-lyn

http://profiles.friendster.com/19414581 this is just funny.however,if it was a prank then im so sorry i laughed my butt off at you.

click for larger image. kella comes up the the weirdest stuff mann

my day didnt begin till 4 today. stayed awake till 6 plus,the sky was alrdy bright like hell,so i slept on my front, and i woke up feeling like ive got fur in my lungs.FULLSTOP

talk with your mouth i cant read thoughts,
bye

olivia: YOURE NOT MAKING SENSEEEE

2008-10-04T23:33:00.007+08:00

happy bday YB!
jjangggg

strike a violent pose

KMA!

advice: if you want a nice cross tann,wear the NUM shirt :D

im still short of the picture with me on the mache cow

oh nooo, im staring to itch. guess theres a price to pay for a day out in the sun.watched baby mama yst night,not badddd,tina fey onces again :D so i guess i did see the channel news asia clip today at approx 11:23,thanks for that brightest.

um im completely at a loss for what to do for innovation week,all i know is that stef calls it the greenshit,so anything whatever PUUUUU,greenshits not wo de flenzxzx. i just know that i spent my day today playing need for speed carbon,my thumb hurts,whoooo hooo i owned the circuits! anddd zzio called just to tell me he got a new bike, c'mon everybody open champaigne get the party started -..- please mr.biker, dont call me when im playingggggg onl need for speed,my reputation at stake yknow! :V anywway,congrats on the $1000 over bike,cant wait to see you cry when you get a scratch xD kiddddd,dont kill me when i go yp. ohh i watched 4bia today,half funny half freaky,the deadly charm ones the most fake but the most freakyyyy "i've seen you".tamade.

11:11-11:22-11:33-11:44-11:55,
bye

vann: tablo is genius!
olivia: what did i miss?

2008-10-03T01:20:00.003+08:00

lovescream,
the song rocks.

& i forgot the last time i look up to the sky and actually wondered why it was blue
i prefer a pen and paper when it comes to words.

im tireddddd now,but i just felt like typing.im feeling burnt up and i look like a lobster once again.the day was nice,more details when i get the picutres and blog all tgt.caught house bunny, it reminded me of sydney white since there were the themes of sorority and frat houses,which realistically only happens in another side of the globe.but the fact that anna faris was there save the whole movie,her bimboness priceless mann,shes the reason why scary movie 1,2,3 and4 were good.haha she memorises names by repeating them in a creepy deep voice,COOL RIGHT :D 3/5 .innovation weeks starting,it sucks, no doubt.why cant they just give the holiday to us straight away?! why must they deminish us and waste our time,forcing us into a tiny box and making us butt head the wall that reads do the project.i would appreciate if they just hand us a slip that says "okay heres your holiday,use wisely.courtesy of PLMGSS welfare com" finito.as simple as that.

i love my mother,
bye

olivia: HAHA HEHE HOHO ZAHHHHHHHH

2008-10-02T00:56:00.004+08:00

global warming is just god hugging us closer
hahahahahahah.believe it.

"gavitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love"
-albert einstein

im begining my qoute fetish again,makes you feel profound.the best qoutes are the ones that has just a few letters but carry a world of meanings. albert einstein ironically has my favourite qoutes, so does oscar wilde and zora neale.ok YAY TMWWW and YAY TODAY :D haha now i get to make pri sch kids squel with envy,since they had the psle marking breaks when i had to go sch to rot and stare, now its our turn to wake up at 2 and come home at 2 :D okay hopefully i dont look like fish out of water tmw. but today was awesome,sara rocks,sara rocks,sara rocks my wallet :X. hah okay.kidding.but shes the only person thats mad enough to take aimless busrides without seeing their route map or to stare at you for 3 mins then laugh.then i had beehoon claypot crab with fly,bet it sounds ultra fattening,but it is,and i dont care its too damn nice.whoohoo the waitress yepo yo.AMK so happening at night,or maybe its just the flooding light polution that looks fun.okay everybody witness: if i see bns tmw,it'll prove that i have to be prepared to loose $100 and go out with her,genuinely go out." hope i become blind so i dont see because i dont like to be forced to keep up with things i didn't promise or will promise,y'll know wht i mean.

keep in mind 0/24.7 ,
bye

olivia: REALLY HURRRR. okay,good for you.

2008-09-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

are YOU sane?

tina fey is joy mannnnn! WATCH THE VIDEOS! amy is damn good at portraying an obsessive lunatic freaky hilary clinton :D if you dont watch,youre seriously missing out the best of saturday night live.

well,today marks the end of EOYs,im not exactly happy.because i always like sch tests,get released early,go home sleep and play dead or go out at night with recharged enrgy.Oh ANDDD i made an interesting discovery,the thing is,if you never did extremely well,you wouldnt mind letting your scores fluctuate erratically. and if you didnt study,you most probably get prepared to fail,so theres no stress.but anyway im in the care bout an education genre of kids so,that discovery is like telling me my mothers a woman.

but theres been one increasingly annoying factor.THE QUANTITATIVE NUMBER OF ANNOYING PL PREFECTS.although its like your JOB, i still must insist some of you have been VERY,VERY annoying.some of you just dont know the proper etiquette of speaking.1) eye contact ( how the bloody hell am i supposed to know if youre walking BEHIND me and WHISPERING like some ghost) 2) when repeating an instruction, dont give a shit face ( i DIDNT burn your house and steal your money) 3) "uh pull up your socks",is a major morning spoiler,and it doesnt necessarily go with a shit face.try to at least add a please or thank you or smile.yknow,surprisingly,some of you have serious att problem.my advice is : if you dont like your "job" QUIT.dont just think about the testimonial for jc application or the "through this i'll set a mark in PL" mindset, just get a bloody life and go live happily in the forest .it'll make pl a better place. and to those real "bridges" of PL,THANK YOU,GOODBYE AND GOODNIGHT.

if you aren't too long,
bye

yoshe: this is why you can spend your whole assets on food.COD for food.
vann: he wanted to pluck out and give me hahaha CATERPILLAR!!!

2008-09-26T17:52:00.005+08:00

mindless questions they'll want you to ask

i was feeling really dorkish and wanted to post something "tamade",so :

i didnt even know how to swim, just jump in like nobods bussiness :D and thats not my DAD,its his mum on one of her visits frm hkg.

yes some bastard asked me to act like i was ordering porridge.but hello,i hated porridge as a kid.taken at sentosa wax museum :D

this was when i was still in hkg,my bestfriend WORHHH. haha yes, its COOKING!

this looks mother ghetto :X at the playground on one of my b'days

truth is:
trading words are like trading weapons, and choosing to let it kill you,isnt my option.
c'mon,its fking easy to say sweet stuff and sweep ppl of their feet.but doing it mindlessly is just being another typical- IDIOT,that trys to use the advantage of words to blind you of your dignity.obviously,wasting life of its literary beauty.words are like wine,sometimes,the longer the held back the more its value.sometimes,words are meant to wait, for the best moments,not so you can remember the moment,but the words.

blackholes that swept you off spit you out as bits,
bye

achir: okay,youre so weirdddd :B but i tell you a secret okay, SO AM I. AND who're y?
heyong: haha i always go watch discovery channel during the ads just to sing the song :D

2008-09-25T15:55:00.009+08:00

Ctrl+W the MELAMINE OMFG!@#$!$%^ "SCANDAL"
whats on your left buts always right?

watch it,its makes me happy :D i even downloaded the song from DC :D

EOYs ENDINGGGGG,and ive survive on minimum last minute studies :BBB okayyyy,so,e math yst was like being a kid again,because i played hopscotch with it,i skipped gozilla loads of qns,yes im the pro-mfet.add math today,like war,wont die,but get disfigured _|_ went to bishan yst and watch the best convo to date,two guys at MOS,being perfect examples of self denial morphodites( just like clay aiken) used phrases such as " haiyoh so scandalous","maybe have chance leh ,cause it was so fun". i wondered if they notices that neighbouring 2 tables were laughing, because despite talking bout a girl,they sounded damn auntie,plus they were talking damn loudly, and one guy was lying on the table in an uber demure way. okay now im sleepy,B(T)YE.

ans: your heart,
bye

all thrr: haha im GROUNDED.my mahm saw me using the egg to debruise myself,DIE.
K : your "bestfriend" rocks.
olivia: CHINESE TOMORROW! haha if i dont know how to do i'll just write " i think youre so CHIO nehzxzx" then she'll gimme full marks!
lil miss molly makeout: WHATS WITH THE GuMK! MOLLY KOH .your name is the ultimate ah thiong,but nvm it makes you shine :D

2008-09-20T23:10:00.004+08:00

apples that smell like chlorine

VEGAS SKIES//